What I Really Am (The Rumors)

16 2 0
                                    

I'm fake,
Because I'm not an open book,
And I'm not an animal you can feed on,
I wouldn't send you a nude.

I'm disgusting,
Because I don't 'eat enough',
Because I'm 'skinny'.

I'm stupid,
Because I don't get perfect grades,
I'm not an A+ student.

I'm a traitor,
Because I stand up for what I believe in,
Because I wouldn't allow you to continue to push me around.

I'm a slut
Because I dress the way I want to,
Because I'm not afraid to kiss the one that I love with all of my heart.

I'm an 'emo',
Because I express my feelings differently than the rest of you,
Because I listen to music that actually has real meaning;
Real emotion.
Because I'm different; I'm not always happy.

I'm a pig,
Because I'm not a size zero,
Because I'm not a fucking model.

I'm a godless whore,
Because I believe in something different than the masses,
I will not blindly follow anyone.

I should kill myself;
Because I'm a waste of space,
I'm an awkward catastrophe.

I should drink bleach;
Because I don't fit in,
Because I don't give in.

I'm a freak,
Because I'm different,
Because I won't follow behind.

I'm worthless,
Because I don't have a ton of friends,
Because I'm nothing special,
I'm only me.

I should starve myself,
Because I'm not small,
Because I'm not a skeleton.

I'm a whore;
I'm a piece of shit;
I'm 'retarted';
I'm a moron;
I'm a monster;
I'm nothing...
I'm worthless;
Because I'm different;
Because I stand up for what I believe in;
Because I'm not like you-
And I never will be.

Go right ahead,
Tell them, just fucking tell them about how I am a 'traitor';
About how I'm a stupid, worthless pig,
Who needs to die.
Do it.
I don't care.
I know what you are, and that's all that matters.
So go right ahead,
Deceive them-
But soon they'll see past your façade,
They'll see who you are soon enough.

Moving On~ COMPLETEDWhere stories live. Discover now