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so ive been crying this whole time because im remembering what happened. she was just there and the last thing i said to her was " dont do anything stupid" but she did... i feel like i couldve done something but i didnt.. i just wanna kms rn bc i only hurt people..
and that girl, well we are going to hang out tomorrow during lunch and go to homecoming and maybe a movie but i dont want to hurt her like i did with other girls even if nothing happens i dont want to hurt her as a friend. i feel like im going to explode i might cut but ik i should be praying but idk im crying so much..
why does this have to fricking happen to me
why cant i just pop some pills and be asleep
i dont want to do this any longer
all i know now is that im a goner
so kill me inside and leave me in the dark
maybe ill cut, just one mark
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Freewrite Thursday
Non-FictionOkay so, for some reason im done with life on Thursdays. So I decided that I will write how i feel? idk... I know half of the stuff im gonna say isn't going to make sense because im not gonna edit any of it. My titles are gonna be some of my favorit...
