Book 1 : an impossible year. | Ryden & Brallon

seven - lost boy.

ryan's pov:

i've been here for what feels like a month even though its only been a couple days.

it sucks here.

i learned from other kids here that it's actually a school that forms kids with "bad habits and behavior" into "responsable young adults"

i don't think my parents are aware, if they are this is not cool.

the worse part is that they made us give our phones to our parents as soon as we got here.

we're allowed no technology except the computers in the library that only contain access to our learning programs.

we get a phone call from our parents every weekend.

we can only send letters if one is sent to us first.

a part of me hopes brendon will send me a letter.

but brendon probably hates me because he probably thinks i'm ignoring him.

i open my guitar case and take out the pick brendon gave me.

i hold it in my hand and sigh.

when i take out my guitar a polaroid of me and brendon falls out of the case.

i pick it up, and look for tape.

i tape it above my desk.

i really miss brendon.

this school sucks.

the only good thing is i have my own room.

and i made a friend, he's pretty cool, his name is jon, he plays bass.

sometimes we play together in secret.

but it makes me miss brendon a lot.

i want to go home.

i just feel lost.