the coffee shop isn't like what is used to be. There wasn't anything I liked forward to anymore and his smell worn off before I knew it. Every step I took felt as if the world was turning more into a dark chamber.
I look over at the spot me and Tordokoi used to drink coffee. Well, I didn't like coffee, I always ordered a hot chocolate and he ordered an extra strong latte. I keep thinking of the smiles we held together and the conversations we had. We talked about anything and everything. His hand was usually holding mine when this happened.
"Look, Urarakra, I would love to sit here and talk about how my sex life is going down the drain but I have to go pick up Yuki from her daycare," I said suddenly cutting her off from what she was saying ignoring the fact she was now pissed at me.
I don't care. I really don't.
I walked out of the small coffee shop and started to walk down the city streets, freezing my face off. Tordoki would have told me to go home and he would go pick Yuki, but since he isn't here anymore I guess I would have to carry on his duty's.
Walking down the streets, looking at all the neon signs and billboards really does put you in a depressing mood. Torodoki first ideal date was to go tourist watching. This is the sidewalk we used to walk down and laugh about stuff.
I need to get my mind off of him now. I need to think of Yuki.
Yuki is my daughter that I would die for. Before I met Torodoki, I had Yuki and she was my number one reason for walking this lonely road. She still is and I love her to death, but I wasn't much an example of a father and instead Torodoki was. She thought of him as her daddy and now asks me every day when he was coming back. Honestly, I still haven't told her the truth, but then again I don't even know.
Yuki is my 5-year-old daughter who is my everything and always will be. Once she was kidnapped by a villain and a series of events happened.
Yuki would put on a show for me every once in a while whenever she thought I was feeling sad and that always brought a smile to my face. Whenever she talks to me it feels like I wasn't alone for once.
I turned a corner and there was the school, it was an old-fashioned school with strict rules. The school was pouring out of kids all ages and they all wore a bright smile. I desperately wanted the same smile.
I waited a couple of minutes before I realized Yuki wasn't coming out. My hands dug deeper into my pockets as I made my past all the smiling mothers and fathers holding their kids.
My whole body was on fire because, the sight before me was not thrilling, but fearful. There he stood there, healthy and holding Yuki in his cold pale hands. His half white, half red hair, stained face, green eyed, browned eyes starring right back at me. He didn't age at all, instead, he was taller by a whole inch and smiling like an idiot.
My body felt multiple things at once. Fear, anger, fire and surprisingly relief. It didn't even feel like I was on the ground anymore, but instead wrapped in my mind, my veins screaming at the top of my lungs.
I couldn't move at all. Not one inch of my body.
The only movement I could see in the moment of Torodoki turning around holding Yuki in his hands. The air in my body was no longer flowing but stopped solely for him."Torodoki," I whispered quietly.
"Midoryia," he whispers back, putting down Yuki.
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Exploring// Todoroki + Izuku
Fanfic"why am i holding onto something that will never happen?" // Izuku x Torodoki Boku No Hero Acamedia