(Santana's Pov)
I've been outside for a good hour now waiting for them to leave my house. I know they're checking the inside and out making sure it's safe but some of the things they do I feel is pointless. These past 17 years I had to teach myself everything. There too little too late.
"You okay, I haven't really seen you around these past couple days" I hear and sigh as I pull out a cigarette.
"When did you start back up again" he says referring to the cigarette as I light it up and smoke it.
"Come on San, shut everyone else out fine but me and shane......." he says and I sigh.
"Me and brittany aren't together anymore. Miguel is dead, has been for a while but it still hurts. My parents walk around as if life is amazing but it's not. After Miguel I put all my energy and attention into brittany wether good or bad. Now that she's away, I just don't have the energy anymore to be good, to laugh and to have fun. I told my parents I'm in" I say taking another drag and I can feel kurts eyes glaring into my soul.
"Santana you were right to dump brittany, she's not being honest with you and that's not fair to you. But for you to scoop so low and........."
"What's the piont kurt, what is the fucking piont when all my family wants is there way. It's there way or no way and you know that" I say as he sighs. Kurt and shane are my best friends and the only ones who know besides brittany about what my parents truly do. Quinn doesn't even know.
"No.....maybe for Mychal or Shay but you fight what they say Santana and they listen to you. I don't know how becuase I watched as we grew up everytime your brother or sister wanted to say otherwise they would just give them a look and shut them up, however you fight" he says but I keep quiet.
"I seen you defend brittany towards your parents. Do you honestly think Mychal or Shay would still be living if they said even half of what you said earlier" kurt says and I sigh.
"He does have a point Santana" I hear and sigh.
"I'm going to go, call me if you need me" he says and I nod as he gives me a kiss on my forehead and leaves.
"Mommy would have killed me and Mychal in our fucking sleep. She told me how you agreed to fully be apart of the business" she says more of a question than a statement.
"Yeah, figure I have nothing to lose" I say quietly as I pull out another cigarette and try to smoke it but Shay grabs it and I sigh. She lights it and smoke it herself and I laugh alittle.
"How's brittany" she says and I sigh.
"I don't know, I stayed over Mychal last night so I wouldn't run into anyone" I say getting up and walking over to the bar and she speaks.
"Wow, never thought you would even sleep underneath the same roof as him again after........" she stops speaking and I jump over the bar and press the secret button and pull out a couple of guns. I throw one to shay and she frowns.
"I have a mission tomorrow. I have a big girl mission and mommy wants you to take a few tests with me to see how I do" I say quietly and see her nod but frown at my attitude.
We go downstairs to a secret side door in my basement and start up the Virtual reality simulator. The mission is to sneak in a hotel, get the jewels and get out.
"Now Santana I'm going to remind you, if you get shot at or hit, it will feel like really getting shot or hit, so don't get shot or hit. Everything is realistic the blood, the jewels everything. Please be careful"
"No really" I say sarcastically and she flips me off and I laugh.
We walk in and put on our goggles and thing says loudly.
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SECOND CHANCES (Brittana Fanfic)
Fanfiction"How do you know you can never have her" shane says. "Becuase you can't love someone who won't let you in" I say and sniff. "This is a mistake, I got to go. I got stuff to do and I should have nev......." I stop my sentence when I look down to see S...
