SECOND CHANCES (Brittana Fanfic)

Through Thick And Thin

(Santana's Pov)

"I don't understand" Quinn says and Holly glares at her.

"Ms. Fabray, you were well aware of her already losing her memory and between that and this.....it would be amazing if she does have clear memory. She walks away and I glare my ass off at Quinn. We walk to the elevator and quinn double looks and I know she's questioning wether she should be alone or not in an elevator with me.

"Speak" I growl as the doors close.

"Brittany came to me about a week ago saying she's starting to lose her memory again. She was scared that you wouldn't want dumb brittany so she kept it a secret. Her possessiveness and clinginess, it was all for a reason. She was scared she was going to lose you" Quinn says and I feel like the wind got knocked out of me. This is my fault.....if I wasn't so damn subborn. Brittany would be home in bed with me but instead she's in a hospital broken and at her weakest. We walk into the room and she's sleep. I sit in the chair infront of her room and I see Quinn waiting for me to go off the rails.

"Shay told me what you did after you broke up with brittany. She told me how off the rails you got" she says and I sigh.

"Yell well brittany was is, always will be my rock. Without her, I'm nothing. I don't think or act the way I should. I act out, I do before I think. I don't have a care in the world. My mom kicked me off the mission...she said I was too unstable to even do something bad as stealing" I say laughing as tears slide down my face.

"I'm going to go get something from the cafeteria, you want anything" she says but I nod no. I pull out my phone and call up the gang immediately.

"Hey....yeah britt is stable but she will most likely forget all of you.....her memory may be gone when she wakes up. She's also pretty broken. But I'll see you guys when you get here" I say as Holly walks in.

"What's up hot mama. You don't want to get your cuddle on with your wifey" she says and I smile.

"No, she wakes up and see me next to her, I don't want to alarm her in anyway. I'm just going to sit here for the night" I say quietly. Holly gives me a forced smile and walks out.

"Look who I found downstairs" Quinn says as everyone walks in and I smile as they all look sympathetic for me.

"I'll be back" I say and walk out as everyone including my parents walk in the room. I go to the next room over and see it's empty. I shut the door before sliding down it and breaking down. I've never felt so much pain before. Everything between me never crying for Miguel to losing brittany hits me. The 2 most important people in my life.....I have lost.

When I finally look up, I go wide eye seeing I'm not alone and immediately stand up.

"No, I get it...you want to get away and just cry. We all have those moments" he says and nods his head to come over to him.

"What's your name" he asks and I sigh.

"Santana" I say and he nods.

"So, you want to talk about it Santana" he says patting the spot next to him. I eye him cautiously but sit next to him on the bed and talk and talk and talk. I talk about how gut wrenching it felt to lose Miguel to the situation to brittany. I spoke on how I felt about myself to how my parents were. By the time I stop speaking, I felt like I've been gone for hours.

"All that has happened, it's already happened. You cannot go back into the past and change it. However.....you can move on from here. So my question is what are you going to do Santana" he says and I sigh.

"I'm not quite sure yet" I say and he nods.

"Well when you figure it out, let me know" he says as I get up and he smiles.