(Santana's Pov)
I get a tray of shots and see the gang is starting to regroup back to the table. I put down the tray and see them going left and right. Brittany snatches up like 4 herself and downs one by one and I just laugh.
"That's not going to help you cool off" I say as she snatches my hand and pull me onto the dance floor. What start out as her just messing around turns slow and sensual and I gulp at how she starts rocking harder and harder into me. She turns around and leans in too close and I laugh.
"Okay, time to go" I say and she just stands there frowning. I don't care, I'm not getting embarrassed infront of everyone again and half the gang is acting super wild. Me, Sam, and Mike collect all our friends up and load them up in the cars. As I sit down in the driver seat, Brittany climbs in my lap and cuddles into me. I kiss her forehead as she snores and I drive us home.
"That's not safe satan" Kurt yells and I scoff.
"Neither is that overpriced hair gel Blaine put in his hair but you never hear me complain" I say and grease monkey frowns.
"I said nothing about you santana, don't put me in this" he says and starts crying and I sigh.
"Santana why do you have to be so damn difficult" Quinn says drunk as well and I get a sympathy look from puck.
"Leave me alone Lucy, keep your mouth shut for just 2 more minutes....then you can talk shit all you want" I growl.
As we get everything situated and pull up to the hotel. I park and then Sam and then Mike. We all turn off the cars and they all start gettin out of the car. I sigh as I watch them all walk off and raise my hand to punch at the steering wheel but stop before I hit Brittany and I close my eyes and laugh. I laugh and laugh wich turns into a cry and it all just hits me like a ton of bricks. My life, my family, Brittany's life in danger, the risks I'm taking and it wasn't until then that I realized brittany is still infront of me and I take a deep breath in while closing my eyes. I open them to see Brittany watching me. She's not really frowning or smiling but just watching me.
"Do you know what I love about you. Most of my life, I was always to forced go left if I wanted to go right. I was forced to jump if I wanted to duck but you, Your aware of every flaw and scar that I hold and you still accept me for me. I'm this cold hearted, manipulative, unloving bitch, yet you still love me" I say in amazement and she just smiles.
"Santana, your the way you are becuase you were never shown love. I told you a long time ago that I was going to show you what everyone refuses to give you. Is it alittle scary putting all your faith into one person.......hell yeah. But when it's the right one, you just know. Your not manipulative, your not cold hearted Santana. Different families grow up with different values. Values of your family was control, power. Values of mine was family over everything. Your mom loves you to the moon and back and so does your sister and brother. I just love you a whole bunch more" she says straddling me and I smile at her.
"I love you" I say and she gives me a 'duh' look.
"Santana people let you go so long with being broken in a way. Broken becuase you felt the need to hide that beautiful side of yours. I don't like seeing you cry Santana, it breaks my heart and I'm not dumb Santana, you've been hurting for a while. What's wrong Babe" she says as she rub up and down my arms.
"I don't know, I just feel like sometimes that I'm never enough. For you, for my family, for anything that I do. No matter how hard I try to get that thought out of my head, I can't" I say watching her, watch me and she nods. She backs away from me and sigh. I look up at she pulls somethings out but I'm not really paying her any mind becuase I feel so drained now.
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SECOND CHANCES (Brittana Fanfic)
Fanfiction"How do you know you can never have her" shane says. "Becuase you can't love someone who won't let you in" I say and sniff. "This is a mistake, I got to go. I got stuff to do and I should have nev......." I stop my sentence when I look down to see S...
