A Road of Confessions (Completed)

Chapter 01: Field trip!

Star Pov
I sat at my desk looking out the window and sigh, it's been a year almost since I fell for him and he doesn't even noticed because "Hey Jackie, so you know that trip that's coming up, wanna join my group?" I turn and groan in disbelief, after all these years he still hasn't made a move with her but I can't be mad at that he's my best friend, I have to be there for him 'I'll think about okay?' I faced forward and put my head on my arms

"Star did you see that? I asked her to join us" he said happily but I really wasn't so excited "Cool..awesome" I say kinda emotionless "Are you feeling alright? Don't want you to get sick while we get there..and I prepared our stuff" I perked up a bit "Our stuff? Like what?" I say smiling "You know, the safety and things we need..cause I know your gonna ask me to buy things" I giggled

"Yes, I will and Marco will there be a day of just us in a group?" I asked remembering Jackie and the guys are in our group "Yeah, I promise you one day is just us two, we are there for 10 days so of course I'll spend a day with you, your my best friend" my smiles kinda fades, I don't want to be just best friends I want him to be more then that..

When we got home we started to pack for the long stressful vacation, at least I have the window seat and Marco next to me, but I have a feeling Jackie got the seat next to him I groan as I finished my packing and I pull it downstairs next to Marcos black one with a red ribbon tied to it, my suitcase was shaped as a star and it's different from here so no mix up at the airport

"Done and packed, hey Star did you make a backpack of your stuff on the plane so you don't get bored?" I nodded "Yeah..wait like what like my wand?" He shakes his head "Like snacks and drinks and things to keep you occupied for the long 5hr flight" I shrug, I usually just sleep or just sing to myself and Marco bought me a iPod last Christmas, I have so many games and music on it so can use that

"I have my iPod, the teal one you bought me last Christmas" he looks at me confused and then nodded "Oh the Christmas gift I gave you, that will work remember to bring your charger too, I can see you taking tons of pictures and videos there" I giggled and pushed his arm "Shut up Diaz, I wouldn't go overboard but it's somewhere new I never been too so I might"

he chuckles and leaves the room and I sigh, how am I gonna tell him how I feel if he's going to be getting Jackie's attention "Hello Star, I packed you some things you'll need like products for yourself" Mrs Diaz said handing me a a small bag "Thanks...hey can we talk in my room?" She nods and we quickly go up to my room and let out a sigh "What do I do if I have a crush on someone and I'm too scared to say anything?"

A smile appears on her face and she holds my shoulder "Just tell him how you feel, he's bound to understand and your secret is safe with me" she walks out leaving me speechless and confused and blushing all at the same time, I began to laugh and head to bed, we have that trip in just one more day..I gotta plan it out or something because I don't want to be third wheeling for the rest of the trip..

The next morning I woke up before Marco and I waited for him to wake so we can meet everyone at the airport, it's going to be so stressful on the trip and I pray that Jackie isn't next to him in our seat row because if she is..I'm gonna shoot somebody "Morning Star ready for our trip?" I nodded and ignored him and grabbed my suitcase and he followed behind "You okay?"

I roll my eyes, to be honest I was tired I barely slept because of thoughts of Marco and Jackie getting together on the trip "I'm tired Marco..let's not talk until I'm fully awake" he nodded and his parents dropped us off at the airport where we met up with our group and our teacher "Okay kids have fun and be safe"

his parents waved and drove off, as we wait for our departure I sit on a chair and lay my head and try to take a power nap, but having the class filled with boys, what is sleep? "Morning Star..you seem upset" I look to my side and see Janna smirking and I sigh "Kinda..I don't really know" I heard giggling and I saw Marco talking with Jackie and showing something on his phone, probably a photo of a kitty or something "Oh..I see what's going on..your jealous?" I scoff