Forbidden Love (gxg)

chapter 1

'Danielle Campbell as Blithe Kenneth'

Blithes pov

Walking through a crowd of people is one of the many things I hate about school. The smell of perfume, feet and sweat mixed together was just the bonus. The early hours are killer, especially if you have a friend like me named Jade. Who just happens to always be loud and cheery, even at this time of the day.

Yup, all these things just add up the fact that I hate school. The inner nerd in me laughs at the blatant lie.

"Do you think we're going to have the same lunch period?" Speak of the devil.

"I don't know Jade." I answer bitterly, still shaking off the sleepiness.

Why the hell would someone change their schedule in the middle of the semester anyways?

"Why did you get your schedule changed?" I voice my thoughts. She pouts, sticking out her bottom lip and widens her eyes. My mind immediately goes directly to the thought of how nice her lips would feel against mine. Of how desperately I wish I could kiss those plump red lips- no, no, no, Blithe.

You can't think about your bestfriend in that way. I scold myself. I blame the lack of sleep. Yup, that's got to be it.

"You know you're so innocent, so conservative. Almost like a nun." She says, her eyebrows furrowed, voice bringing me out of my thoughts. She ignores my question completely and I really should have seen that coming.

"I wonder about the things you think of in that cute little head of yours." She adds as she inches closer to me, her eyes sparkling with curiosity and amusement. I hold my breath, oh god.

If only you knew I was thinking of you. I think sadly.

Crap, there's no time to self loath this early in the morning. I shake out all the negative thoughts out of my head as I put my hand on Jades face and push her away. She groans with disappointment but I swiftly ignore it and rest my head on the window. Closing my eyes, I take a deep breath and count to three.

That's the thing with Jade, she always plays around like this. Never meaning anything, alway being a tease. This is all a game to her, she just likes to make me flustered.

So in return, I have to act like it doesn't bother me in the slightest. But the reality of it is, that my heart beats frantically at everything she does to me, game or not.

Maybe a five minute nap will clear my mind.

I relax into window and start to drift but just as I feel myself getting comfortable and falling asleep, I feel Jades head fall limp onto my shoulder. I look over to see the older girl with her eyes shut, her light brown hair tousled over her face and her mouth partially open as she breathes in and out quietly.

Oh god, can someone say pervert alert.

Did I mention I have a crush on this person. And no matter how many times I tell myself that I don't like my best friend as more than just a friend, I know its a lie. There's no way I can deny my feelings forever.

I like Jade.

I sit there a while, just taking her in her appearance. Watching the rise and fall of her chest while she sleeps, her mouth letting out little puffs of air. And this is creepy, this is very creepy. I mentally curse myself for being such a freak. Oh god, yup totally creepy. I self consciously look around the bus to see if anybody had seen me being a pervert.

No one seems to pay me any mind, the only thing I see is people sleeping, talking or just staring out into nothing.

I turn back blushing because I'm officially a creep, everyone should just call me Ms. Creep from now on.