Sam Winchester Imagines

Imagine: Sam Dealing With Your Death

THIS STORY MENTIONS SELF HARM, IF BOTHERED BY THE MENTIONS, DO NOT READ!!!

****FLASHBACK****

You were on the floor of the bathroom, near close to passing out. You've been cutting yourself again, this time you've lost a lot of blood. You were bawling your eyes out. This was the worst day of your life. Well, technically that isn't true. You've had worse days. You had so many feelings for Sam, but he basically didn't get the hint. You had enough of trying to catch his attention. He just wanted to be friends, that was your guess. You felt so alone. Sam or Dean only cared for you because you had no where else to go. Other than that, you were nothing to them. That hurt more than anything. 

You heard pounding on the door.
"(Y/N)! LET ME IN!I HOPE YOU AREN'T DOING WHAT I THINK YOU'RE DOING!" Sam sounded pissed. Especially since you locked him out of the bathroom when you just told him you were going to pee. 

"(Y/N), it's been hours. Open up, or I'll bust this door down!" You could tell by the tone of Sam's voice, he wasn't kidding. 

You couldn't speak. You opened your mouth to speak bur nothing came out. That was definitely a bad sign. 

You heard a loud bang. It was Sam doing as he promised, trying to bust down the door. Not good. You knew that soon would see you in a bloody mess and he'd be upset? "No he wouldn't be upset. He and Dean don't care about you, YOU'RE A FREAK!"
Your thought process sucked.

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It took several minutes for Sam to break down the door but he did.

(Y/N)! Oh my god! (Y/N)! What did you do! Give me that!" 
Sam immediately snatches the blade from your hand and flushes it. 

He then slides down on the floor next to you. 

"Go away Sam...I want to die..." You spat out.

"Hey, You aren't going to die, you understand me?" He ripped off his shirt and wrapped it around your cuts. 
Your eyes slowly started to close. Your vision turning blurry. 

"NO! Stay with me (Y/N)! You can't go now! I haven't yet told you that I love you!" 

Sam held you up and squeezed you tightly against his warm chest. His heart was racing a thousand miles a minute. You now knew the truth. He really did love you! Now you couldn't tell him how you felt. YOU WERE FREAKING DYING!

You heard Sam sobbing. This was unbelievable! You just broke his heart. 

"(Y/N)! Please stay with me. Hey! Come on! You can do it!" Sam was shaking you like crazy. 
You tried your best to keep your eyes open, but you couldn't fight the darkness that appeared in front of you. 

You were gone. This was the end. 

A/N

 Hey guys! I know this was short, I'm sorry :( What did you think? Was it horrible? Was it sad? Let me know! I love hearing feedback. Let me know if you want a part 2! I'm now going to update every weekend! Well, I'll try my best to! I get hella busy, ya know!? Thanks for reading! YOU'RE AWESOME!! Current update: Hi, I wrote this a few weeks back. I was admitted to the hospital during the weeks I haven't written. I'm sorry for that. I promise, I'm going to write more. I hope you liked.
-Shelby(: