September 17th,
Wow... That seriously stung.
Well since you won't be reading this one, I can speak freely.
Your dad told me my real theme song after we broke up and how I was so hurt that I slept with people. I slept with two people so what? It's not like I seen this coming. I knew at the beginning i would end up sleeping with people and never fall in love again i you were to hurt me.
Then I fell in love with you.. I was (still am) so in love with you that I pushed that away because You loved me too..? Right? I mean you did love me didnt you?
No. I don't wanna know.
You're telling me all these things to break my heart again. This kinda gave me hope but then i thought that thought and cried. That's why i wnet on the back porch... To cry.
Since you'll never see this... I love you..
I can't do this friends thing. Its going to hurt me too much. So, im sorry... I can't even do it for the love of you. Pain outways that...
Forever yours...
Maddison Grace Venoy
P.s. I'm done writing these... It hurts.
J.H.L
