Lust | Kian Lawley

Chapter 5

I know I'm confusing, but then again I'm just looking out for myself.

Rose's Pov
It was Tuesday and didn't get any sleep last night, just rethinking our argument and the things that were said.
Of course Kian was with some other bitch. It's like he was doing it on purpose but I'm not allowed to be mad, I'm the one that broke things off before they got to serious.
They were literally kissing so aggressively, its so annoying. Who even was she?
"Hey," I looked up to meet with Jacob.
"Oh hey," I said.
"Is everything ok?" He asked concerned
"Yeah why wouldn't I be ok?" I asked him.
"I pay attention to your emotions a lot," he says laughing.
"That's not creepy at all," I say laughing.
"No it's not your my best friend it's my job to make sure your ok, are you?" He asked again.
"Yes Jacob everything's fine I swear," I say laughing again. 
"Ok fine loser," he says punching my arm playfully.

Kian's Pov
I've been talking to the new girl her names Allie. It didn't take long for her to kiss me either though and I met her this morning...
I've been seeing rose with Jacob. I remember him, he had the biggest crush on her. Everybody knew that, she didn't though.
It makes me so angry, she could have been mine and not his cause I know they'll happen eventually. If it wasn't for my stupid reputation, but maybe that is what I wanted from her.
I'm gonna get that number, chase her, and make her fall for me.

"Hey Jc," I called from behind him
"What's up?" He asked turning around facing me.
"You know rose?" I asked him
"Yeah what about her?" He asked me
"Do you have her number?" I asked.
"Yeah stupid of course I do," he told me chuckling
"Well stupid can I have it?" I said.
"Why do you want it stupid?" He asked.
"Why else idiot," I said.
"If she wanted to give you her number you wouldn't be asking me idiot," he says.
"Jc please," I asked him nicely.
"Ok fine but if she asks who you got it from it's not me, ok?" He said hesitating.
"Ok dude I won't," I say impatient.
He gave me her number while I put the digits in my phone. Two more steps to go through....

Rose's Pov
*skip end of school day*
"Jacob stop," I say laughing.
"Make me," he says smirking.
We were hanging out at his house and he won't stop tickling me.
I got on top of him and tried tickling him but he wasn't ticklish.
"Ha," he says "but this view is great," he added smirking again.
"Ugh stop flirting with me," I say smirking back.
I'm not gonna lie I think the feelings that I had for him in middle school are coming back...
"It's impossible to not flirt with such a beautiful girl," he says smiling sweetly at me and making me blush.
"Aw I'm making you blush rose," he says chuckling.
"No," I say defending my self cause I was blushing.
"Let's watch a movie," he suggested.
"Ooh let's watch a scary one," I say excitingly.
"Ok ok we can watch a scary one just so I can have an excuse to cuddle with you," he says.
"Whatever," I say rolling my eyes playfully.
We were halfway through the movie while me and Jacob were cuddling, I mean why not? He started moving around in a weird way. I felt his eyes looking at me, I was trying my best to not turn my head but I did.
"What?" I whispered to him.
He didn't say anything but instead starting leaning in. I was starting to lean back and look back at the screen.
"Don't," he whispered back and put his hand on my cheek "I've been wanting to do this since the 5th grade," he added.
He started leaning in again, finally his lips met mine. I didn't question it but in some way it didn't feel right, but I didn't go with my brain or heart but my actions and what I thought I should do.
After that he could not keep his hands off me and kept kissing me.

"Hey it's getting late," I say "I should get going," I added.
"Aw ok," he said sadly.
I got up to leave, right when I was about to walk out the door he grabbed me by the waist and kissing me again but roughly. Ugh I hate this kiss already.
He let go and I smiled at him.
"Bye," I say.
"Wait! Does this mean we're together?" He asked hopeful for my answer to be yes.
I think he was moving to fast he's only been here for 3 days.
"If you want us to be," I say.
I didn't care I like him a lot.
He kissed me again like a happy kiss.
"Ok I'll text you babe," he said letting me go.

Once I got home I couldn't stop thinking about the things that has happened these past day/weeks. Maybe it was a little too fast for me but I'm just gonna see how it plays out.
My thoughts were interrupted when I got a text, I thought it was Jacob but it was an unfamiliar number.

Unknown:Is it bad that I asked someone for your number?
I definitely knew who it was by the text he sent.
Me:Who gave it to you?🙄
Kian:Don't worry about it...
Me:What do you want then?
Kian:You...

I didn't answer him back after that..