Insight of Beca Mitchell(6)

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January 26,1991

Book of mine I done something terrible. Book of mine I done  something very terrible. Book of mine I done something very terrible. Book of mine. Book of mine.
Jesus fucking I done something terrible!

I didn't mean too! It was for protection.... It was protection I swear!

He beat my mother to death!

Oh my god! Oh my fucking god...

Okay

Okay

Okay.

Calm down. Calm down. Calm down. Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.
Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.Calm down. Calm down. Calm down.Calm down. Calm down. Calm down. Jesus Rebeca calm down.

Okay, okay.

Yesterday I broke a boy's arm because he touched my ass- he harassed me, what did you except me to do? Just allow someone to touch me inappropriately?

Hell No!

I broke his arm and ran home. They called my home which anger my father and he beat me senseless leaving me a black eye which everyone saw when I return to school today.

People were whispering and spreading rumors about me- about my father hitting me! They made fun of me.... They all laughed at me....

It broke me......

Then Jesse shows up telling me he still loves me even if I'm a "lesbian" and hopes his love can cure my "gay" that also made me snap. I told him that he was a worthless piece of shit that I won't ever love- and he ran off crying.

But that's not the best part....

I came home to find my mother on the floor- dead.... Blood was dripping from her head... He broke her skull- I black out because I don't know what happen- the next thing I know I'm standing above my dad's dead body holding a bloody metal bat.

What have I done? What have I done? What have I done? What have I done? What have I done? What have I done?What have I done? What have I done?What have I done? What have I done?What have I done? What have I done?What have I done? What have I done?What have I done? What have I done?

The whispers are shouting now! Make it stop!
Stop it! Stop it!

Oh god the window is opening---,-




What have I done to Aubrey?











I killed her.

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