falling

chap 2

Leo pov

          Ugh my head hurt so bad. No thats not the thing I'm worried about. I sat up on my bed looking around for a second before standing up and walking to the door. My head started to spin so bad I almost fell over. But I forced myself on, I had to see my brother.

I got to the lab where we now had Raph on a cot with a heart monitor and a breathing mask hooked up. I sighed and walked over. I couldn't help seeing any of my of my brothers like this, expecially Raph. I felt tears sting my eyes, but I held them back.

I sat next to him and held his hand. I scanned the machines and sat there in slince. It seemed so long before I could even think of something.

Oh what will I say to him? Will he even hear me? Is it worth it? I sighed still holding Raph's hand. It had been three days now, and things havent inproved at all.

"Hay Raph, I'm not shure if you can hear me, but it cant hurt to try." I finely said and just as I thought there was no response. "Ya know I miss your yelling, even though you didn't say the nices things I still miss it." I held back tears again. "I don't know how you can hold back your tears. Its looks so easy for you. Thats one of things I amire about you." I chuckled "yes I amire things about you."

Oh god the whay he would act, the way he'd flex his gorgeous musles. The way he would train and fight and yes his temper some times it was hot.

"Raph please come back, wake up. I know you must to be in alot of pain, but please wake up." I let a tear roll down my cheek, bad choice, I started crying. I can't take it. I sat there trying to calm down for about a hour, when suddenly, the heart monator  started going haywire and stopped, and  flat lined. My eyes whidened

No NO NO NO. "DONNIE" I yelled at the top of my lungs and Donatello was there in almost a second.

Raphael pov

I did Raphael, but who I am is not important

What the hell is going on.

Dont worry every thing ok

"Can hear me think" I asked it

Yes I'm like youre new friend

"Ok" I was super hesitant. What is this voice and whats its purpose.

I'm Falling in the black

Then out of no where, all these voices came out of no where, insults that I had heard thousands of times, and the newer ones from my fight with shredder, even some I've never heard before.

I couldn't take it, I fell to my knees covering my head with my hands wishing for it to stop.

See Raphael your useless and prophetic.

I screamed for it to stop, but the voices kept coming.

Slipping through the cracks

"Hay Raph, I' m not shure if you can hear me, but it can't hurt to try."

I heard a voice I recognized, Leo.

"Leo. I can here you can you here me?!?" I yelled, and the voices stopped.

Fool

"Ya know I miss your yelling, even though you didn't say the nicest things I still miss it."

Leo missed my yelling. I smiled.

He's right, you yelled at the most stupid things

"Shut up!" I yelled at that voice.

"I don't know how you can hold back your tears. It looks so easy for you. One of things I amire about you."

Wait, Leo amiers me. Ha, thats cute.

And pathetic

I growled, I couldn't figure out how to get rid of this voice.

"Raph please come back, wake up. I know you must be in alot of pain, but please wake up."

Wait I'm asleep? But how?

You fool you belong to me it hissed

"Leo, leo, Leo LEO HELLP MEE LEO!!!!!"

I yelled but it was no use, I quited down, and I could hear Leo crying. It hurt not to be able to hug him. O wanted to but apparently, I was asleep.

Falling to the depths can I ever go back

I thought of all the times my brothers have conforted me and the times I showed my soft side to them.

Dreaming of the way it used to be

The voices came back and a bright light came. Thats when I screamed my head off.

Can you hear me?

Then it all stopped, and there was nothing.

Falling in the black

(Sorry if ya read it the first time and it didnt make sence my wattpad is being a but so sorry)

(The edet will come tomarrow for now kill my spelling)

( I EDERTERD IT!!!! TADUR!!!!~~~ 580o05505)