Supernatural One Shots/Ships/Rare!Ships

Heavenly Days (Cassifer) [everything before a life inside the angels mind]

Today was the day, daddy's gonna create a new angel. I hope that he or she isn't as stubborn as Gabriel. Or as mean as Michael. Maybe he or she will actually play with me.

"Lucifer, you know you can't be in here during the process." Dad had said to me. So now I'm not so patiently pacing outside of the room, the room where all angels are made. My ten year old looking body's feet moving myself back and fourth, back and fourth.

It was about 3 hours that I had been doing that. But then the door opened and Dad came out, he was smiling gleefully at his new creation whom I had noticed was hiding shyly behind our fathers legs. "Now Castiel, don't be shy, this is Lucifer. Your fellow brother. He has been eagerly awaiting your arrival." he pushed out the raven haired boy that I now knew as Castiel.

"Hello." he said simply. His voice was soft, and now that I was looking at him he was about 4 inches shorter than me. His body one of an 8 year old at least. He had very pretty blue eyes, but not like mine, they were darker like liquid sapphire. The boy had magnificent almost black hair that was neatly combed (or seemed to be) but still had the look of purposeful messiness. He was absolutely perfect in every way physically possible.

"Hi there!" I took his hand and began to shake it, Castiel just tilted his head in confusion. "This is a hand shake, it's a polite way to...Uh...say hi?" he cracked a small grin at my confusion.

"I have other work to attend to, Lucifer, I trust yet you will show the newest member of our family around our home?" he said, I nodded eagerly before he smiled and walked away.

I did just that, showing the other angel everywhere, taking him through the gardens, the heavenly gates, several office rooms where the older angels worked. He loved all of it, his eyes bright with excitement, and his hands pointing at everybody and thing that he had questions of.

One day I was walking through the meadow of a human heaven that I enjoyed very much, and I heard crying. I walked everywhere trying to find the source, wondering why somebody in a heavenly place would be so sad. That's how I found my favorite angel, sitting under a tree with a small bird in his hand, a blue jay. "Castiel, what's wrong?" I asked, he looked up at me with a tear streaked face and just simply held up the small creature.

"I don't know what happened, I was chasing it, i didn't even touch it. Lucifer can you help me?" a sob shook his shoulders when he looked down at the bird.

"Calm down BabyBird I'm gonna fix it. Luci's here." at the time I was talking to Castiel, but I was also talking about the bird, it was a baby after all. Castiel wouldn't let the bird out of his grasp so I simply put my hand over his and imagined the injury healing, the bird coming back and being able to fly again. And that's what it did. Castiel let out a gasp of happiness when the bird let our a hearty chirp and flew away.

The next thing I know I have a very happy angel in my arms, "Thank you so much, I couldn't heal it, I'm not strong enough yet. Thank you for always being there Luce." he wrapped his arms around my waist tightly, laying his head against my chest. And for the first time in my life, I was blushing like an idiot.

"it was just rookie stuff Castiel, you'll learn it soon." I had said, and patted his head.

Over the years, we began to grow together, each of us falling for each other equally as fast. The nickname BabyBird stuck, and it made Castiel blush every time I used it.

Our first kiss was on Castiel's 1,700th year. I had taken him to meadow, one of the only places in Heaven that wasn't completely painted white. Castiel kissed me when I had given him a present, it was a tan trench coat, it reminded me of the jackets that spies wore in action movies but Castiel saw it on a human once and wanted it so bad. And I just couldn't not.

After that was when everything went downhill. Unlike Gabriel, and father, and everybody else, I hated the humans, they were flawed vermin in my opinion. And Michael told dad that I thought so, and that I had planned on destroying them one day, sending them all to their deaths. I had planned to keep it to myself, and I didn't plan to kill them all at first, but no. I trust my brother with one thing and he tattles on me. And I get put away. That's how it always worked. Mikey would tell and I would get punished.

"No, no you can't leave me. I don't want you to leave! Can't you talk to dad?! Make him let you stay!!" Castiel was hanging onto me the day I was getting sent away, I begged dad for a few hours with my beloved angel and he -With LOTS of begging- finally obliged.

"I'm sorry BabyBird. I'm so sorry. I'll come back to you, I'll find a way. Because I love you Castiel." I had said, trying to hush the sobs that racked my angels body as I held him in my arms while we had time, kissing him and loving him until I was made to leave.

"Please...Don't leave me...I love you too LuLu." Those were the last words I heard from him before the guards came for me, I fought tooth and nail, Castiel tried to hold on to me as the guards wrenched my arms away from the raven haired angel, but time and time again Castiel still tried to come back, and I tried to get back to him. But I wasn't strong enough. they eventually won and I had to give in.

The last real memory I have of heaven is the cloudy sky, and the faces of my brothers, sisters, and father, as I fell into the hole leading to my cage after my own brother shoved me in with a cruel smile and blue eyes that shined with satisfaction...