Falling for my Step Brother ( Ashton Irwin)

Tear Tear

TAYLOR POV

Luke , Ashton and I sat waiting outside the a white door , we were 3 of the few sat in the hallway the tears haven't stopped falling since we left the house . I sat patiently dreading the moment my name was called .

As we waited I watched a women and her partener come in carrying a babyseat and the smallest baby dressed in a little pink baby grow wiggling it's little toes around so free and unaware of the dangers and drama of the surrounding world .

I thoughts were distrubed as Luke held my hand " it's time sweetheart" he whisperd I could already hear the hurt and fear that was held in his voice I guess he was only stay strong for me. I didn't even adknowledge the short nurse who stood at the door with a smile filled with pity.

I got up slowly onto the bed It was kinda still warm from the other women before me.

" Relax sweetheart and we see what is the problem" She said but I could already hear the painful news that would follow.

 She put the freezing cold gel on my perfect bump which looking perfectly normal , She took the probe into her hand and I braced myself , taking a massive breath in , Luke took hold of my hand , I took a glance over at Ashton in the corner of the now dark room he sat with this face in his hands shaking his foot., 

She started moving the probe around I shut my eyes tight praying to hear a heartbeat , she kept gliding it around trying her best to find a heartbeat but failed " I'm sorry Taylor " she said looking at me , I looked at the screen and there the baby was but no heartbeat and I gripped Luke's hand tightly before I howl crying he stood up and pulled me into his chest.

By now I numb I didn't wannt to be here anymore I just wanted to rewind a few days and see what I was doing wrong . " Taylor " the short nurse called , I looked her way wiping my tear stained cheeks . " Unfortunly you still have to give birth as it was a late stage miscarriage " She said we made I contact for a few seconds but I had to break it off and I felt more tears arriving filled with pain.

" we will bring you up to the delivery room in a few minutes so you can get yourself together" She said patting my back. 

I wasn't prepared for this well I had a bag packed full of babygrows in Luke's house If I was going to do it I was going to do it my way. " Ashton can you go to Luke's how to get the babygrows from under the bed please" i gulped at the event I was about live.

" Were ready for you now sweetheart if you want to take the lift to the 8th floor" The nurse reappeared now in blue scrubs and that's when I wanted to stay right here and pretend nothing was happening.

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Oh my god guys I can't see the screen through the tears </3 I feel bad for anyone that ever has or ever will have to go through that . 

But on better news the boys UK tour sold out <3 And Im so proud of Tom Daley for coming out today .

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