My head cleared as if all the alcohol that once flooded my body had drained.
My heart became foggy instead.
Tears pricked my eyes and I pulled them away from the scene in front of me.
After aggressively shoving past people and crying on them I made my way out of the club and got a cab home.
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Claire's well being wasn't my main concern because while she was out having a great time,
I was falling apart.
I had a headache and I was so tired but I knew I wouldn't be able to sleep with the image of Claire on top of another girl waiting for me just underneath my eyelids.
Claire had a large stash of painkillers and sleep medications in the bathroom. I decided that those would help.
A poured myself a cup of wine and dropped the medications inside, stirring until everything was dissolved.
My emotions were scratching and tearing at my heart and I missed the days when I couldn't feel a thing.
But now I feel it all and it fucking suck.
I inhaled the wine mixture and let myself fall back into Claire's bed.
Sleep overtook me and it felt so nice.
I didn't want to ever wake up.
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