Hello Again (Sequel)

Letters to Baby

10/17/14

Dear Willow,

Today is the day we were supposed to welcome you into the world, the day I was supposed to hold you in my arms for the first time. Instead, your cousin Carlisle has graced us with his presence. He's so cute! Auntie Haruhi and Uncle Tamaki are extremely happy. Mommy is getting better. There are days when I can't get out of bed, and all I want to do is cry, but it's getting easier. Most days are happy, but sometimes...sometimes I feel lost. On such a happy day, I can't help but be sad. I can't help but think that should be you in a swaddling blanket in the nursery, growing up side by side with Carlisle; taking your first steps with him, starting school with him. Today is a bittersweet day, but I want you to know that Mommy and Daddy love you, and we miss you so much.

Love,

Mommy

04/28/15

Dear Willow, 

It has been a year since you left us, and the wound on my heart still bleeds for the loss. I miss you terribly. Not a day goes by that I don't think about you. Daddy, too. I found him crying today, and all I could do was cry with him. Your sisters miss you bunches. They're in school now; for show-and-tell, they brought your baby book in. "My baby brother is an angel," they say. They love you very much. I've written you every day, and Dr. Ishida says I'm making a lot of progress. I try not to be depressed, because I know that you're in a better place. I know that you're in heaven, and I'll see you one day. Your Aunt Haruhi and all your uncles showed up today and we let loose balloons for you. Grandpa Alex and Nana Leah were here too, with Auntie and Ranka. It comforts me to know your MawMaw Evangeline is there to care for you. Today has been an exciting day, and I'm glad everyone was here, because you're going to be a big brother! I just found out today I'm having a little girl. We're going to name her Violet Hope. She's my rainbow baby. But you, you are my angel baby. I can only pray that you see me and you know how much I love you and how much I miss you. I pray that, if anything, you're proud of Mommy and you know that I try. No matter what, I try to be the best mother that I can. You will always be in my heart, Willow.

Love,

Mommy

10/31/15

Dear Willow,

Violet is finally here! You're a big brother!! Daddy says she looks like me. I don't know. She's got my eyes, but I think she looks more like Daddy. She's so pretty though, and so small. Lily and Rose are excited. Exactly a year and two weeks after Carlisle, and everyone is happy. I hope you don't mind too much, Daddy gave her your teddy bear and told her it was from her big brother. One day when she's older, we'll be able to tell her all about you. I miss you so much. Fly high my little angel.

Love,

Mommy

***I know it's short, but the last chapter is coming up soon. I hope you all like it! :) ***