16: why

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before you start reading this chapter I need to tell you that you really need to see the Victoria Mini series of 2016. I am so in love with them  that I might even start another fanfic about it. well , not very soon but still , it is one of the cutest and most beautiful plot of tv/history I have e ever seen .

so , without any other things to say I let you read this work but please don 'T be that cruel because I had to write it in the middle of the might some days ago ( I so have too many homework that I might explode any time soon)
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I woke up , dizzy, I a hospital room , again . But this time I knew very good what was the last thing I heared . How my will , the Will I trusted so much ,make such a great mistake. And it was not the best thing in the world , to have your fiancée lie to you like that .

I was feeling a little bit weak but I  couldn"t resist not to talk about what he did to me . I needed to know something like that , it was my body ,my health and after all my future. It was not something you could joke with and it did seem for me like my body knew it.

I wasn't feeling that good and it occurred to me that IT WAS JUST BECAUSE OF HIM .  After all , why should I trust him if he lies to me about the most important things ?

"hey , Clark" he said as he opened the door of my room . In a way he didn 't seem to be too good so I kind of felt bad for himm but he was now the one that did it wrong. I wanted him to understand it .

''why?'' he knew I was  going to ask hi right away, and e actually did seemed prepared for his ''I want to be forgiven " speech.

''talk to me !'' I suddently felt the urge to shout to him . I was in a hospital room once again just because he couldn"t tale responsibility and say that to me , in my face.

But what about the child , my child, was he or she safe ? What fi I hurt him but overreacting ? Oh my God , what if I lost my child . I am  never going to have children again! and I lost him too ? oh , god , what if I lost my poor baby ?

Will seemed  to look at me with the most sad face he could ever wear. I lost my child, this should be !

I couldn't take ti anymore  and I srted crying  , sobbing , but I didn't wanted to be seen like that . I couldn't accept it .

'' will , I want my child , I want him , I can -can't loose him , Will , please say he is ok . please say I didn 't lsot him , say somthign please''

He came closer and sit on my bed , hugging me . I looked into his eyes and he smiled with tears in his eyes too : ''We have a boy and a girl , Clark , a boy and a girl .''

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I am sooo sorry for not updating but I hope you will like this chapter . Anyway , it might seem  a little bit confusing but this is how I imagined a woman that went to all that Lou has gone to could face the mood changeing of a pregnancy.

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