Me And You Forever

19:let me go

I wasn' t in my best condition but still , I knew I had to do something about Will and Patrick. I may not care about Patrick at all but still Will is the one that had been sick too much to put his life in danger just for somebody as bad as Patrick .

'' You two need to stop , do you hear me ?'' I went straight to them , pushing Alex aside. He shouldn't have to see something like that , not when the love of  my life who happens to be his boss two fights with the one that broke my heart.

'' for the sake of God, why do you always have to fight or argue?''

they both stopped when they saw me , mackeing me at least happy I didn ;t have to let Alex stop them . Patrick seemed to be mezmerized by my belly , looking  at it like he was scared even .

I had to stop them anyway and talk to them so i took the opportuity to get that part done .

'' why are you here , Patrick ?''

''  I want a paternity test . and mister here won't let me talk to you.'' his old obssesion but I guess my sister's death made us all wonder, since all of us had been heartbroke about for so long. I still managed to take it away of my soul and try to live with the idea, if not for me than for my baby .

'' I guess , I shall think about it more .''

'' and you ?'' I knew I had to think about it more than one second to give Patrick the test but i also knew Will had his doubts, even though I didn't . I knew myself better than that.

'' doesn't matter right now ayway, if you two lovebirds want to talk more I shall be at the store, waiting for my fiancee'' he wad mad, I knew, and it all was very complicated. But I had to talk to Patrick anyway.

''Let' s go and talk , okay?'' Patrick nodded , and for once I felt that I could have a serious , heat to heart conversation with Patrick .

We got a little bit far from the store but I was still close to my house , so It was away . Hopefully, Patrick would not plan to kill me there .

'' I will give you the pregnancy test, just wait a litel bt until I 'll talk with Will . ''

''okay , it is jsut one of my worries , and .... after all that happened with........ her ..  i kninda need to know there is no other baby that I may have , because I want to make it up to her , I am sorry about everthing but she was really my true love .  I might be bad right now but you know  me , Adn it is really true , I wanted to propose that day but the news got me really  ..scared, you know , I wnat to practice my running , to be better and , yeah , you know . ''

''I know , but you need to let it go into the back of your  mind where you can remember it like a happy memory as being with her and make new grea memories. I had that feeling for some days after her death , but thinking about Will and about what he had going on with him all his life... he won and now he tries just to be happy , you know , because it is all that matters. ''

''yes, thank you  , and .... you know ,I should have known what I had when I had you there...see you then , when you shall have the news.''he seemed so sad but in a way more relaxed than he looked the last time I saw. ''

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