REPLY 2008

Chapter 9

After That moment when i saw reid this past few days i did'nt see him. Even when we are in the same school

No text. No Calls. No Reaching out. It feels like hell. Damn! Everything was all gone.

Afterwards, Im still hoping that one day all of this things is just like a dream that you would not like to wake for the happiness that you feel.

But suddenly feels different. No Reid Fontanillas by your side, No one cares about you. In the first place i am just a girl who confess in blogg then suddenly Reid notice me. As fast as we meet like fast as we ended up.

I miss him. I miss the way he look to me. The way he bothered me. He's tall and handsome look. He's killer eye. Genuine smile. The way he speaks feels like an angel's voice. Everything about him. That i regret. I feel so guilt and pity. I think i am lost in a trap.

I always updated in the campus news. I always want to hear what happen to reid. I hear some gossip that he will no longer here in our school he went to states for good.

I want to go in the states too. To find where he is and tell him that its just my ego. I still love him.

I am now playing guitar and singing look into the mirror.

How will i know by sam smith
(imagine heaven singing)

"How Will I Know"

Oh, it's you, I know
You're the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes
Take me to the clouds above

Oh, I lose control
Can't seem to get enough
When I wake from dream
Tell me is it really love?

How will I know if you really love me?
I say a prayer with every heartbeat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me?
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is all bittersweet
This love is strong. Why do I feel weak?

Awake me.
I'm shakin'
Wish I had you near me now
Said there's no mistakin'
What I feel is really love

How will I know? [4x]

How will I know if you really love me?
I say a prayer with every heartbeat
I fall in love whenever we meet
I'm asking you what you know about these things

How will I know if you're thinking of me?
I try to phone but I'm too shy, can't speak
Falling in love is all bittersweet
This love is strong. Why do I feel weak?

If you love me
If you love me not
If you love me
If you love me not

"Love is like the wind, you can see it but you can feel it"
-Nicholas Sparks

After i sang and played guitar i watch movie. A walk to remember
I do all things that i wanted just to forget reid. But there is a problem, i can't forget him. I still want to see him. Where is he now?

I almost cry because of the movie. There love was so very stronger, even the ending is..................

Pumunta ako sa nbs para bumili ng mga libro. I want to read all this stuff. Give me some story that was good....

I also planning to have mini library in my room. Having such a precious books feels you are in heaven, my name.

Habang nasa loob ako ng nbs may nakabangga sakin. The way he stands look like reid and he's ootd also like reid. Maybe i am just imagining.... pati ba naman dito si reid padin mukhang bibig ko ugh!

Nang iaangat ko na yung ulo ko nakita ko ang isang lalaki na naka shades. Yung lalaking matagal ko ng namimiss, yung lalaking nasaktan ko.

I-im s-sorry