"It's Jungkook,"
"Don't say to me you're gonna talk to him right now, Yerim. You know he doesn't care about you." He said in a serious tone.
Taeyong is fun to be with especially when we're together and with my friends. Also, unnies said that Taeyong is the one for me because he always care for me, knows what I feel, can take all the time just to be with me and lastly a not typical man.
They said taeyong is a boyfriend material to me and its great but what can I do? I have someone I love in 2 years and still loving me back wasn't his thing.
The moment that I've heard Taeyong what said to me, It gives me shivered. I don't know why, maybe because he whispered it near in my ear?
I looked and faced him.
"Ahmm... Taeyong, I think I'll just gonna get my things in the library later." I said.
"Then what? You gonna take all your time just to be with him?" Taeyong asked frustratingly.
I bite my lower lip. What's wrong with that?
"He's my boyfriend, Taeyong. Can't you remember? I have a responsibility to spend my time to him. Especially, this was the first time that he shouted my name which is I really appreciated."
I know weird.
From the very start, I've been giving all the seconds, minutes, hours, days, years and I won't hesitate to give any time to Jungkook until the end of my life.
It's kinda exaggerated but that's the truth. This is me, This is Kim Yerim, and Kim Yerim don't know how to get tired.
"KIM YERIM!"
I tilt my head and placed my bag properly to my shoulder.
"So, I'll just see you at the class, Taeyong-ah"
"Aish, Arraseo."
Taeyong want to come with me but I refused. Jungkook will be mad i guess if he will see Taeyong beside me.
"Are you jealous?" I asked Jungkook with a wide smile on my face. He frowned.
I know that look.
"Is a yes, right?" I wiggled my eye browed.
"Stupid. What are you saying? Are you serious? Aren't you felt goosebumps? Geez" He disgustingly said.
Am I really stupid?
Smile faded in my face. "Oh... its that's so? I-I thought youㅡ "
"Dream on, Yeri. That's not gonna happened. Just keep that in your empty mind."
He walks out and stops, tilting his head to me.
"Ahh, I've forgot. Get my bag to my next class and give it to me at the main gate outside the campus." He said. After that, he left with his members.
Iㅡ I thought he called my name because he is mad seeing me with Taeyong, expecting him to be jealous. But I am wrong, again. He is just mad not jealous.
He called my name but he just does that on purpose.
I looked down, staring at my flat shoes. Teardrops falling on my eyes slowly. I can see on my peripheral vision that their all staring at me and murmuring something that obviously added the hurt that I am feeling right now.
"Aish, I pitty her."
"Stupid yerim, Oh! Its suits her! Oh my Goodness HAHAHAHAHA!"
"Poor yeri."
"Can't get any better than that?"
"I believe Jungkook just made her to be a chaperone huh?"
"That's what you called 'relationshit goals. Pfftㅡ '"
Its okay, Yeri-ah. Its okay.
"Squirtle-ah! What happened?"
I looked up. Its Irene eonni.
"Aㅡ Annyeong eonni." I said.
"Here use this handkerchief, yeri-ah." Seulgi unnie offered.
"Yah unnie! Don't you think your handkerchief is dirty? Our maknae have a chance to be sick!" I believe that's Joyie.
We apparently here at the open field of our campus. I'm thankful that there's no one playing a soccer, football or any games here. I can release the emotions that I've felt earlier.
Anyway, its not the first time that I've experienced it. Its just that, all the wordsㅡ bad words to be exact keeps myself explode.
"Hey! Hey! its not true. Yeri-ah, don't mind this Duckling here. My handkerchief is all clean as my face you can use it." Seulgi unnie tapped my head since I am here seating at the bottom part of the benches and they were at my back.
"Gomawo, eonni. This is a big help to me."
"You're welcome ^-^ "
I just listen to their conversation while whipping my face and brushing my hair using my hands. I used doing this, cause I am too lazy bringing a bag with me.
The moment jungkoook left me, I immediately does what jungkook said. He already make his way outside of the schoola and planned not to attent his next class.
Asking me if where he will be at? I don't know.
"Aren't Sungjae texted you wansang unnie?"
"Huh? Why would he? He is your boyfriend right?" Wendy arranging her things from her bag
"I know. I just want to make sure that he didn't texted you because for the school project that we're gonna make it. Remember, you're our leader there right?"
Wendy unnie hissed, "Yeah, I know! I know!"
They all laughed.
I am thinking if someday, will Jungkook gonna treat me right? Will he treat me right just like the old times?
"Yeri-ah, are you okay? Did you eat already?"
"Yes, unnie. I've eat earlier withㅡ"
"Taeyong?" Joy unnie asked with a smirk
"Hey! Don't interrupt yerimie saying!" Irene unnie hit joy unnie shoulder.
"Waeyo? I guess taeyong really the right man for yeri. See? When we always aked her if she already eat her lunch she always with taeyong."
"Well... You have a point." Irene unnie patted joy unnie as she shoved her hand.
I looked at them.
My unnies always bubbly and I love seeing them so happy that could makes me happy too.
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