There's moments in our lives when we don't realize what we are doing. Those type of moments occur when you're at your whits end, or drowning your sorrows at the bottom of a bottle. Maybe thinking enough pain killers will ease the pain, or maybe the quick swipe of a razor blade pressed against your skin.
Well, my moment of weakness involves too many things to mention. It started with alcohol, dancing with a tall, handsome man, and then ending up losing my virginity to him that very night.
It's a night I regret more than anything, and only the man who took me and myself know about this. I've tried blocking out of my mind, but the pain of that night is so real. The drinking, the grinding, and the stealing of my innocence. I wish I could take it back, but I can't. I never will be able to.
I wanted to lose my innocence while I was sober and with someone I could actually tolerate. This man I absolutely can't stand. He's slept around with too many girls to count. He took everything from me, and he's ruined me. All I know is if my brother ever found out I slept with one of his teammates, he would kill me.
But that isn't my last weakness.
My other weakness is a tall, blonde captain from Sweden.
My weakness is Gabriel Landeskog.
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Love Game
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