[54]; can't

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justin's p.o.v

I pick my phone up to see Selena's messages popping up on my screen as notifications. I sigh and turn my phone off, throwing it on the other side of my bed.

I want to just hide and bury myself away. I fucked up. I fucked up this relationship. Selena might hate me. No, she will hate me. But I'll hate myself even more.

I ruined it, it's going to be over. I cheated. I cheated on her when she didn't want to get hurt again. I groan loudly, just thinking of the shit I did.

"Because of me she'll probably never trust when someone says they love her. Because of me she'll have a hard time to trust again. Because of my dumb self, I'm going to lose her," I say to myself. I run my hands through my hair and rub my face, trying to clear my mind.

I didn't want that to happen. I didn't want to cheat. I wasn't in the correct state of mind. And I know I have no excuse because I cheated.

Because I cheated, because it's done it doesn't change anything. I cheated on Selena.

And when I break it to her, she's going to hate me. But I can't let her go. I've messed up from being too busy to notice her and I cheated. I need to fix it. I'm not letting her out of my hold.

I can't. I can't do it.

I love...her.

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a/n; team justin or team selena LOL

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