My Secret Past

Chapter 13

   I've come to realize that fate was never in my favor. I've come to realize that fighting is never the answer. I've also come to realize that even though I was happy for moments of a lifetime I never truly felt happiness. It was all just a hoax and some ridiculous lie I was living but hey I can't fix it now. I've run away. Me, Alec, and Blake we ran far away from what was an internal hell. We now live in the woods. A safe place. At least I hope so. I hope we don't wake up to find that my home that I finally felt happiness in is gone like last time.

   And I'm sure all wondering what happened to the mother. Well let's just say she's living somewhere in the clouds. When me Blake and Alec attempted to run away she helped us. But it didn't end well for her. We had an escape plan. The plan was at midnight to gather in the great Hall have everything packed then cross the boundaries and become rouge. I didn't go smoothly. At all. When we tried to cross the boundaries. My dad was waiting to capture us and put us in the dungeons.

     I ran as fast as my feet could carry me. Blake told me before we left " no matter what happens I will never stop loving you. I will never love any person as much as I love you. If we don't make it I just want you to know..... you were my first love and you will be my last and you will be the person that I die for before this is all over." I cried silent tears as he said these words to me. These are words of comfort. These are words that make me sure that there is always a bright light at the end of the tunnel and there is always a bright Stone at the end of the pathway.

    He was what kept me from drowning. You know that feeling when your deep underwater and you feel like you have no air to breathe well that's how I felt before he talk to me. Before I met him. Before I figured out that he was my mate. Because he was my air he was what kept me from drowning. I never felt love before him. I never felt friendship. Now I know this may sound like a sappy love story but hey love is sappy. I ran and ran him following close behind me. I was glad we got out but I was sad that mom didn't. Oh crap. I forgot to tell you how she died. Well let's just say she went down in a burning pile of flame.

    When we were running fixing to cross the boundaries. She turned around and said I have to fight for tomorrow is another day and another hour and another minute and another second that I regretnot fighting him and telling him what's right. Those were her last words. That was her last breath. Before the shot o not fighting him and telling him what's right. Those were her last words. That was her last breath. For the Shot her. And you'll never believe who shot her. It was Dad. And to think they were mates.

    You don't think this story is over do you? It's only just begun. I haven't even told you about where we're living or what happen when we got there. So this book ain't over so don't have a heart attack. I'm just getting warmed up.