My Secret Past

Chapter 14

    We got to the palace nothing but silence. Nothing but cold. It didn't feel like home. But then again nothing will ever feel like home to me again. I just deal with it as I walk through the front doors with Blake and Alec. I will not think of my mother nor will I think of my father. My walls are already broken enough as it is. No need to make it worse. Blake comes up behind me and wraps his arm around me, "So this is home" I say as I lean against his chest. This isn't home. It never will be.

       We decorate and decorate and decorate. This is terrible. So Alec being the fashionista he is he decorates for us for we have no artistic bone in our bodies. We have our bed room all fixed up. It's grey with one Black wall(im Emo ok?) and a black bed with some gold and Grey sheets. I sit down on my bed as I look at the ring on my finger.

       My engagement ring from Blake. It's very unique in its own way it's a silver band, which hurts like hell but oh well, with swirles(idek) on the outside and on the inside it says may our love last till death do us part and diamond in the middle.

   
         Blakes is all about his culture of being a wolf. Him being in high ranks he always valued his pack until everything went bad. His has forestry craved into it. His culture or his pack the purity pack has always valued what they thought and their beliefs.

    We searched for that ring for months and I mean months. It had to be perfect I wanted his to be something that he could value and have it to remind him of his family. He loved his family very much. Mine was just some twisted monopoly of a family. Father always loved a good game so that's all we would play...games. I have been at the Castle for two months now.

     No sign of my father no information about the war. Nothing. Silence. I enjoyed it. More than I thought I would. Me and Alec actually could bond and have fun and not have everybody hanging over us. Me and Blake could get married and start a family it was all perfect. I was thinking until I heard Blake shout to Alec, "ROUGES" dang it.

   "What the hell happened" I shouted over the fighting. "They intruded." Alec shouted back. I rolled my eyes. "And of course your dumb asses didn't smell them cross the line" that's when Blake turned around and I saw a flash of anger in his eyes "our dumb butts didn't smell them because they used a type of spray to cloak it. It's called Shadow." Oh. But before I could say anything back a rogue hit me from behind. Ooof that's gonna leave a mark. I got up just in time to see where my throat had been a knife. I snapped its neck just in time to see another one come at me. Darn it. I slammed my foot where the sun don't shine and saw that they all receded and left.

    Ugh thank god. I sat on the stool in the kitchen where I was attending to there battle wounds or whatever. I went upstairs and opened the computer. Oh I forgot to mention my wedding is next week yay. I've found my dress but i don't know if it's the right one m. I want it to be perfect. I don't want to be ugly in front of my mate.

        I sat there and thought about it only to be interrupted. "Hey honey?" I heard Blake say. "Yes sweety?" I replied this can't be good. "Are you ok? I mean you didn't look to good when you were fighting. Oh crap he noticed. ergh kill me now. I'm pregnant yes I said (that word makes me cringe) pregnant (cringe) . I haven't been showing bc it's only been a week or two. Hehe secret gone down the drain. "I think we need to talk about something. Just don't freak out on me ok?"

    "So yes that's the whole story" I saw happiness, surprise, confusion, and amazement. At least I don't see anger. Haha. " I'm gonna be a father" he yelled and hugged me tightly. " yes you are" I smiled and giggled he's a little kid sometimes. (Just sos ya know writing this made me cringe... a lot) he stopped hugging me for a second to start asking me when I found out and a bunch of other crap. He asks a lot of questions.

    We walked down the stairs and sat down on the couch. I was happy he was happy and everything was going smoothly for now at least. There's always gonna be some thing to get in our way never gonna have a break. Eh there's always sunshine somewhere at the end of a dark tunnel. I'm just happy we've made it this far.

    So this is the last chapter before the epilogue. Gr8. I'm debating on a sequel. Do you want a sequel? Bc this book is boring enough but anyways goodbye my lovelies sorry for the late update. Peace out.✌️