My Secret Past

Chapter 8

     The reasons I am mad are just beyond his understanding. He thinks I'm mad because of him putting me in the shower. That's not even close. I'm mad because he done it in front of Alec. We sh vent talked for a week. I've also been getting messages on my phone saying for me to meet someone somewhere , but I just ignore it. I'm now sitting in my bedroom watching tv. Blake is downstairs trying not to talk to me. He tried yesterday and I just gave him a look and went away.

    I don't know whether I should forgive and forget or keep holding a grudge. Blake doesn't get it. I'm starting to not get it. I went downstairs and walked up to Blake and waited till he realized I was there. He jumped up and said ,"Hey um ya need something? I can get you something if you need it." I just ran and hugged him and cried. I hated this week so much. I cried and Blake rubbed my back and waited till I calmed down to ask me what's wrong. "I'm so sorry. I never should have gotten mad. It was wrong and not right and I'm so sorry."

     He touched my cheek and our foreheads touched and he leant down and touched our lips together gently. He then pulled back and looked in my eyes and said,"I forgave you the moment you walked into the room." He smiled with a genuine smile and wiped the tears away from my eyes. I smiled and laid my head against his chest and listened to his heartbeat. My life can't get any better than standing her with him. I want to live in this moment forever and ever.

                                                           *week later*

     So as the days went by me and him became closer and closer. We would go out and everything seemed perfectly fine until I got a text one day saying if you want him to live come meet me at the donut shop on fifth street. I just stared at the screen and texted back what time. I'm not losing him. Now. I was shaking as I went to go get my keys to drive to the donut shop but before I left I wrote him a note......

   Dear Blake,

                          My love. I have gone to meet someone. They said if I didn't come you would die. I can't lose you, no matter how much my life is in danger. I can't say how sorry I am for leaving. It's for the best. I can't let anything hurt you. I'd rather it hurt me than you. I love you with all my heart. Don't look for me. My sweet mate.

                                                                                                                 Love, Harper

         I then  put the note on the counter and got my keys and drove away. I had no idea what I was gonna do when I got there but I had a feeling that it wasn't gonna be too good. God please don't let me die today.