Before The Insanity Struck - Jeff the Killer X Ben Drowned - Book 1

The Awkwardness

ONE WEEK LATER

Jeff's POV:

I have been trapped here for what feels like an eternity. It has felt this long  because one thought lingered in my mind. Where is my escape book. On the day I was locked up, Ross chucked me my belongings and slammed the door tightly shut behind him. Talk about knowing respect for other peoples property. Ross never cared for peoples belongings, he only cared about himself. 

I need to find out what happened to my escape book. What if Ben has read it. What if he has handed it to Ross. I will be destroyed. Ross will make it so I am watched all the time like a prisoner. My mind was a mess. I couldn't focus. I was getting lost in my thoughts when I heard a loud bang. The door opened. It must be time to eat or time to shower. The door opened and Ross stood in the door way.

"Your time is up get out" Ross said sternly. I looked at him in disbelief. Did he just say I could leave. I stared blankly at him. Ross's cheeks became flustered.

"I SAID GET OUT YOU CAN LEAVE NOW" Ross shouted. I grabbed my bag and left the room quickly. I need to find out what has happened to my escape book. I raced up the corridor and in to Ben's room. I noticed the book was sat on the floor where I left it.

Ben was not in his room. I noticed his towels were not here so assumed Ben was showering.  I noticed something reflecting the suns light on Bens bed. I placed my bag on the floor and walked over to Ben's bed. I looked at the object and relized it was it fact a razor blade. I studied the object and noticed there was blood on the blade. It looked fresh as well. I scanned the room and in the corner of my eye I spotted a small bag tucked under Ben's pillow. Without touching the bag I looked inside to see old bandages covered in blood stains.

Does Ben cut. The evidence is crystal clear. Surly Ben wouldn't do such a dirty thing. I sat in my corner and began to think. It was not long before Ben walked in dripping with water. Ben had not noticed me so began drying his body. I noticed the cuts on his under side of his arm. Ben was a cutter. Ben dropped the towel and began getting dressed.

First he picked up a green t-shirt and pulled that on then turned around still not noticing me. I could see his private parts just dangling with out a care in the world. I felt slightly grossed out. Ben began rummaging for a pair of boxers.

"Oh no, i'm conpleatly out of boxers, what do I do now" Ben said quietly. Ben looked in the mirror and saw me. Ben's face turned a tomato red colour as he tryed to pull his t-shirt down to hide his shame. I looked away from Ben while holding out a pair of black boxers.

"Here use these" I said awkwardly. Ben took the boxers and quickly pulled them on. He did not look at me or talk for the rest of the night. I will ask Ben in the morning about the book for now I will let him sleep away his shame.