*still Michaels P. O. V
"I wasn't trying to be rude when I asked you your name" I said quickly because I didn't want anyone to hate me."I'm sorry I snapped at you. I just get upset when my friends are upset." Carmen said.
"its okay I understand" I said. Honestly I really don't and I'm to Punk Rock to care. She just nodded and looked at Ellie.
"Ellie I'm sorry I didn't mean to get angry at you, I just thought something bad happened to you and when I saw you hugging a girl I just was a tiny bit mad because you scared me" Calum said in a apologetic tone.
"it's okay cal-pal. I'm not sad anymore" Ellie said. We all smiled and mine was a fake one. I don't honestly care. I didn't want a child. I think their not responsible to care for a child. It's all an act from me. (A/N I know Michael isn't a jerk in real life just go with it for now) I know the rest of them cared. Ellie thinks I care. But oh well. Hopefully I don't get attached.
Ellie P. O. V ( A/N finally)
*time skip*
We are back home now. I saw what Michael put on at the park. A forced smile. Luckily I'm a better actor then he is. I had fake smiles since I came here. The only real one was with Carmen. Oh yeah I forgot to mention Carmen got into a really nice family and we swapped numbers. I had a new iPhone the boys got me. My amazing thoughts were interrupted by Luke. God dammit Luke. JK they weren't even good.
"hey Ellie have an idea for dinner?" he asked politely.
"no I don't really know whats here." I said.
"we are just going to get pizza then. " he said. What is pizza I probably look confused because the next question out of his mouth was
"you do know what pizza is. Right? " I shook my head no. He fake gasped. I just gave him a blank expression. It was kinda funny though. I do like Luke a lot. He's really cute. Michael came in and said
"you have got to be kidding me. You are joking right" I just looked at him I was furious with him. Putting on a fake smile. Probably pretending to like me.
"hello. Earth to Ellie. I asked if you were joking" he said. Again I just looked at him blankly. Does it look like I'm joking I said in my head. He just walked away. They said they needed to order pizza asap. Calum was trying to describe it but honestly I wasn't listening. Then he said
"does it sound good?" he asked smiling
"it does I can't wait. I also can't believe I didn't know what it was" I said and plastered a fake smile. He believed it and laugh because I was "funny". Ding dong
The door bell went off. Ash went and got it. Soon after he yelled pizza. I went into the kitchen and sat were I sat earlier today. They were all talking and I was thinking in my head. I don't understand. What did I ever do. Why am I so bleck that Michael doesn't like me already. How is this possible. Am i rude. Did I do something. " why doesn't Micheal like me? " I then felt 4 pairs of eyes turn to me. I immediately knew I said that out loud. I got up and hurried to a random room. I'm positive that it is Calum's I locked the door and pulled out my phone. And started to shout the lyrics of my favorite song. Counting stars by one republic"lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Yeah, we'll be counting starsI see this life like a swinging vine,
Swing my heart across the line
In my face is flashing signs,
Seek it out and ye shall find.Old but I'm not that old
Young but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're toldI I I I feel something so right by doing the wrong thing
And I I I I feel something so wrong by doing the right thingI could lie, couldn't I, couldn't I?
Every thing that kills me makes me feel alive.Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting starsYe-e-yeah
I feel her love
And I feel it burn down this river every time
Hope is our four-letter word, make that money watch it burnOld but, I'm not that old
Young, but I'm not that bold
And I don't think the world is sold
I'm just doing what we're toldAnd I I I I feel something so wrong by doing the right thing
I could lie, couldn't I, couldn't I?
Everything that drowns me makes me wanna flyLately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting starsOh, take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learnedEverything that kills me makes me feel alive
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
Baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be counting stars
Lately I've been, I've been losing sleep
Dreaming about the things that we could be
But, baby I've been, I've been praying hard
Said no more counting dollars, we'll be-we'll be counting starsTake that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned
Take that money watch it burn,
Sing in the river the lessons I learned"Throughout the song I could hear banging and screaming for me to unlock and come out. I felt so hurt Michael didn't like me and I did nothing. What was his problem? My razor blade wasn't in here so I couldn't cut. So i needed to find something sharp. There was nothing so I sunk down into the wall and sobbed.
______________________________________Finally OMG I'm so sorry. Ejdidndkdb. This chapter was cra to the zy. I finally updated sorry I skipped I'm already guilty. Even though I was sick I feel bad for making my bumble bees wait. Still no suggestions bummer. But oh well. any who Byeeeeeee my bumble bees 🐝
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Adopted by 5sos
Fanfiction14 year old Ellie always wished for a home. Her dad was abusive and her mom was an alcoholic. When she hit the age 12 she gave up on hope that she will be adopted. little did she know 4 amazing guys will change all that for her.