10 Letters From My Passionate Anonymous Person

Letter 9: A Blind Run on a Gameplay

12-07-20XX

Dear Sadie,

I am writing this letter on the car ride home from my grandparents. Don't worry, I am sitting the the back seat by myself so my brothers can't read the letter. I will write this out later or print it depends on how I feel. If the format is different you will know why.

I have mentioned back in the third letter I would talk to my grandparents (specifically my grandpa) about my unsorted feelings for you. I managed to get some alone time with him to speak about it. It also just so happened that my dad was in on the conversation as well. It was a son to son to son conversation. I couldn't get my dad to leave so I thought it would be better if he stayed. I could get his insight as well.

I have learned many things during this conversation. Like my dad also have met my mom in high school but they haven't formally started dating until after college when they reunited again. My dad didn't think he would marry my mom. He thought he wasn't going to see her again either. Fate is funny like that.

I did notice that between me, my dad, and my grandpa we all have fell for a girl in our teens later to become my grandpa and dad's wives. I don't want to freak you out with my family strange coincidences. I could also be the generation that breaks this but...I kind of hope I am not.

Things like this are tough to sort out. I initially started writing these letters to sort them out and I am glad I did. I explained this to grandpa and he was simply pleased with me. He didn't do the same but wished he did. For him, he spent as much time as he could with grandma. His feelings for her grew but he couldn't ultimately make the move. It was grandma who finally did. For dad it was the same. I guess I was the first to take some initiative but I still haven't been able to face you.

They want me to be brave and confess how I feel to you. Them chickening almost cost them their relationships but if it wasn't for their wives being so bold it probably wouldn't work out.

I know I am being very personal with you Sadie. I meant to do that to really let you into my life. As I admired you from afar, I honestly would of been content with just doing that. We are in our junior year of high school and time is running out. Once we go our separate ways, who knows if we would ever meet again. Fortunately for my dad and grandpa it worked out for them. I wouldn't be hear if it didn't. I am not so sure for me though.

I worry sometimes if this is the right thing. It is like doing a blind run of a gameplay. I am seeing where this thing goes with no guide. However, I am excited for what is to come. That may sound so profound but it is true to how I truly feel about falling in love with you.

I want us to start on a good footing. I want us to be able to get along. Maybe more but I will seek that out as we go along. I am just happy to be beside you and in your company. Well at least before I was fine with admiring you from afar. I want more. I hope you want that too Sadie.

I am excited for all the kinds of adventures we can do together and hearing what you have to say Sadie. I would love that so so much. As you can see i have tons to ramble on about to you as well. No matter what happens I don't and won't regret ever taking this first step with you. It will be our start.

So I will tke my next step to proclaiming my feeling for you but in person. It would be kind of weird to say it in a letter. It won't feel real. Though I am sure you know what I would say anyways. I am eager and willing to hear your response to. Sadie...I...uh nevermind I will say it to you in person. Something else I had in mind. Be ready though because when I give you the last letter I will reveal myself to be your passionate anonymous person.

One more letter,

Your Passionate Anonymous Person

P.S. We might need a password so you know it is me. Let's go with...Immortal Beloved.