Wattpad why require me to have a description when you delete my ish?? Anyway, it's a ambw Yoongi fanfic this is the rarest of the rare so read to find out.
I sat there awkwardly watching Yoongi just..breathe I guess. We were sitting together at lunch but I might as well have been by myself.
"Do you want to go to the river after school?" I ask him trying to strike some form of happiness in him. He just shrugs and I look down at my sandwich. "I'm sor-"
"I don't care," he says.
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I just nod my head and take a bite of my sandwich feeling even more embarrassed. Apparently this was all my fault since he wasn't "actually" trying to kill himself. And now I told him that I liked him and he doesn't seem to care, he hasn't said a word about it, more like he's treating me worse. I'm used to being ignored and treated badly but I didn't want that with Yoongi. Sometimes I wondered, if he ever treated me well. I've been so accustomed to being bashed on I could never tell if what he was doing was nice or mean. Or if I should just blame it on his depression. This all was so confusing to me. I didn't know what to think or to feel, "I don't like pity."
"Well stop moping around!" I say basically losing it, he looks up at me surprised, "We cry and we mope around to communicate to others that something is wrong. It's only normal as social beings for us to gather in those situations. So don't make me seem like the bad guy for wanting to be with you and support you when you're sad," I yell, the whole cafeteria was staring at us. I stand up and walk away feeling guilty for yelling at him. Gosh I'm so dumb, I'm being so inconsiderate he has a mental problem, right? Of course he can't understand the logical sides of things, of course he'll say the opposite of what he means. Now look at me, I'm being just a s emotional as him in this moment. I need to get a hold of myself as well.
"Oh are you okay?" this one weird looking guy asks me. Well he wasn't weird looking, he just looked a little too happy.
"Yeah, I'm fine," I say wiping my face to make sure I wasn't crying.
"I'm Jimin," he reaches out his hand.
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"Um hi.." I was so caught off guard since I was in my moment but now apparently I'm making a new friend.
"I already know your name! I'm joining the environmentalist group!" he says excitedly.
