Jake seemed a little shaken up to be honest. He's not one to be scared. I think he was even crying. The door opened and my parents and the doctor began to walk in. "Hey sleepy head!" My mom said. What was with this phrase!?!? I get it i sleep alot but i should be 'anxiety attack scuicide attempt head' instead.
"How's it going peanut?" My dad said, his eyes looked tired. He looked mentally drained. I felt bad. My dad doesn't like to show he's sad, he's always happy.
"Well not to good obviously." I began. My voice was still grogy. "Im in a hospital bed ya see."
"I know Ken. But im gonna do what ever it takes-" i cut him off short.
"Dad i'm not going to get better im a mess, im a worthless mess." I could see the tears in his eyes. The doctor was getting worried.
"Hi Kendall my name is doctor jones. I think we are going to keep you in the mental wing of the hospital for a month. After we see improvement we'll let you out. You are going to get better i promise!" well its official i was crazy! i mean a mental hospital...!?
"We will pack all your stuff and bring it up to the hospital. Anything you want in specific?" Psh he had this one comming.
"My tye dye supras please!" I said. Those were my all time favorite shoes. "Oh and my jake miller shirt basically all my clothes OH AND MY PHONE CHARGER OKAY YOU CANT FORGET IT!" I started to feel a bit better. Maybe i was going to get better.
"Are you hungry? You haven't eaten in awhile." The doctor asked. I just wanted to sleep more honestly.
"Im not really hungry... But do you have anything to help me sleep?"
"The best we can do is give you a melatonin," said the doctor, "but you need to eat if your going to take it. Any thing you want specifically?" I really was craving vanilla ice cream.
"Can i have vanilla ice cream please?" Best ice cream ever.
"Yes you may it will be in soon." YESSSS! ICE CREAM! the doctor left. Im gonna start calling him DJ, doctor jones! i wonder what his life is like. I wonder what his first name is. I believe everyone has a story. Some people just dont know that. I dont think you should judge people by their appearance little do you know what they've been through. The doctor finallyyyy brought my ive cream in! score!
"Thanks DJ!" i said. He looked confused at first.
"DJ? As in doctor jones? I like it. Goodnight kendall heres your melatonin." I laughed to myself there. Ahhhhhh ice cream. VANILLA ICE-CREAM. It brought back so many good memories. Maybe i should tell you why i like vanilla ice cream so much. Well when i was about 10 me, jake, and our neighbor Danny would go to the beach every sunday. I went to the beach every day because we have a house on the beach but sundays were my favorite. The beach with jake and danny was the best. They were pretty much my best friends when i was 10 i didn't fit in with the girls. I was to tom boyish. I played lacrosse, they were cheerleaders. I was outside skate boarding, they were learning how to do their makeup. My brother and danny practically raised me in to the person i am today. After the beach we'd always go get vanilla ice cream from the Salty Dog ice cream store. BEST EVER. They were both like my older brothers. But until one day danny died. I was only 11 when it happened. He got shot at a school shooting.. I was in 6th grade when this happened and jake was in eighth, so we were in the same school. But danny went to school right by ours. The school got a call we were on "lock down" because of a school shooting next door. We turned on the tv in the classroom and the reporter anounces, " 1 dead daniel penty" it was hard to believe that was the name of my best friend. I ran put of the class room crying and no teacher could stop me. Jake was torn apart. He didn't speak for days. I geuss thats where this craziness started.
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