Collin walked me back to my room and i honestly felt like shit. I loved taking showers. I don't know why I just do. I liked swimming too.I have alot of great memories from swimming. I feel like when I'm in the water all my worries wash away and i can be truly free. Almost every two weeks my cousins would come over and we'd play in the pool when we were little. That was a good memory because we were all truly happy. All my good memories come from being in water. Danny at the beach.. my first kiss with Kevin, when Ilearned how to surf. My first kisss with Kevin..what?
***FLASHBACK TO 8TH GRADE**
It was the first day of summer where i FINALLY got my braces off. Austin was throwing his annual 'first day of ummer party' the Austin Mahone. Unfortuantley I'm best friends with that faggot too. It was toowards the end of the night when Ausstin lit the bonfire. Only our group was left. Alex, Kevin, Austin, Robert, Natalie, and Sam. I was next to Kevin and OF COURSE NAtalie was next to Austin. What was going to happen? I could do this I could. Of course all the guys were laughing about something but i didnt know what the hell was happening. I was so focused on THE Kevin Smart. I was wearing dip dyed high waisted shorts to match my tye dye Supras. And just a plain white ttank top. My hair was natural that night. It ws always natural when I was happy. Alex made eye contact with me from across the bonfire. He nodded his head toward Kevin. I began to take off running to attack him but Kevin grabbed my waist and I fell on too his lap. (now I felt himn get.. "hard" aand i legit thought i was pregneant later3 that night not kidding.) He lifted me up and tossed him over his shoulder, "KEVVVVVVV!" i sqeuled. He finally put me down when we got to the water.
"KENDALLLLLL" he said as he pulled me in closer. I must say the night was perfect, the stars were out and tthe moon was so bright. His eyes meet mine and he grabbed my face lightly and pulled it in to his. We began to move very slow but in a nice way. Damn he was a good kisser. I felt my butterfliees in my stomach go crazy. We both pulled away. "Kendall, I, I--" And then he pushed me in the water. I saw it comming so I pulled him down with me. We were then just sitting thre in the water.
"OKAY THAT'S NOT FAIR HOW'D YOU KNOW I WAS GONNA PUSH YOU IN" I wentt in his lap.
"Kevin we're basically the same person I know you way to well." I kissed his nose and could ssee his dimples. Uhhhh the dimples. For me dimples were a turn on and im unsuure why. We began kissing again and I don't know. Everything just felt, perfect.
