The nurse came in to my room and so did my mom. I geuss the nurse was going to ask a few questions. "What is your favorite food and drink?" Asked the nurse. My mom looked confused and so was I.
"Well my favorite food is-" you geussed it, "vanilla ice cream. I geuss my favorite drink is green tea" she wrote it down. "Why are you asking this?"
"Well when patients suffer from attacks when they wake uo it usually helps them function better. It usually makes you happier too." this actually sorta made sense. "Whats your favorite color sweetie?" She asked. I didnt get this one either. "Sometimes if people look at their favorite color they calm down a little if you were wondering." The hell.
"Uhh blue i geuss" i answered. The nurse smiled and left. Well it was just me and my mom. I will admit i was going to miss her. "I love you mom" i said. Me and my mom were complete opposites besides the hyper part. She was always so happy and she sang so much. She had a beautiful voice. I remember when i was little she'd sing me to sleep. She was blonde though and a bit of an air head. She didnt understand depression she was out in la la land. My mother was truly beautiful. Thats where i got my blue eyes from.
"I love you too cookie" she said. Oh god she used to call me that when i was like 4 she is not starting this again. "Im calling you every single night okay? Hopefully you'll get put early. This is for the better i promise." I hugged her and i didnt want to let her go. I felt so safe in my mothers arms. She kissed me on my forehead and left. I wish i was able to say good bye to my dad. It seems like he's always gone half the time i don't even know where he is. He gets it though. He has anxiety to. How many times ive passed out at school and he's had to come and get me (luckily he was home). Ive had a therapist but he sucks. He was black and not very smart. Im not racist i promise. I decided to look around a little bit and maybe make some friends. I didnt want to be alone while i was in here. Hopefully these people weren't TOO crazy. I walked into the living room-atleast thats what it looked like- and bumped into this tall kid. Woahhh. Tall dark and handsome. "Hey sorry i didnt mean to bump into you" i apologized. GEEZ I COULD BARELY GET THE WORDS OUT OF MY MOUTH. He smirked a little like a nice smirk and his dimples began to show.
"Hey its okay" he said nicely. You know when somebodys voice just gives you chills just cause its so perfect? I got those chills. "Your new though, i havent seen you around. Whats your name?" He asked. Damn what was my name because looking into his eyes i began to forget.
"Uhhhh Kendall" i answered. I stuttered a little though. Why was i so nervous he was just a guy i always hang out with guys. "Im 15"
"Oh sweet! Im collin and im 15 too." He laughed a little. Not like a mean laugh but a 'your cute' laugh. "Let me give you a tour" he said. He slipped his strong arm around my shoulders. Oh my lawdddd jesus. Have you ever smelled someones cologne and just wanted to lay with your head on their chest for hours just smelling them? Yep. Thats what i wanted to do. He was very tan to and it brought out his sandy blonde hair. Woahhhh. Was this kid a hollister model or something?
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