Never would I ever wish for you to deal with this
Nor feel as though it's all your fault.
Or to break in the most violent way possible
In some sort of emotional assault.
Never would I ever wish for you to feel alone
Waiting for the crowd to clear so you can cry
Being around people you click, yet not wanting to hurt them
Not wanting to say when things go terribly awry.
Never would I ever wish for you to look down and see
Scars and cuts, new and old,
Not being able to wear shorts without your stomach turning
And knowing the story each cut and scar told
Never would I ever wish for you to hear what they say
Know that they don't even consider how you feel through bare hints
And what's worse about them not accepting you?
It's knowing that they're your parents.
Never would I ever wish for you to turn your back
With a heart of gold but a mind of daggers
With wet faces and bitten lips
With a dream as to walk but only making staggers
Never would I ever wish for your thoughts to be black
And your dreams taking place in a grave
Taking admiration to knives, drinks and drugs
All in an attempt to stay brave.
Never would I ever wish for you to feel like you're worth nothing.
Like you'll never be loved by those you love to see.
Just take a deep breath honey, it will all be okay.
Never would I ever wish for you to be me.

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Poem Collection
Non-FictionIt was originally one poem but I'll make it a collection of little thoughts I have. Most of these are depressing, so trigger warning.