White Crayon ||Danisnotonfire x Reader||

|| Chapter 13 ||

*Your POV*

  Me, dan, and lily had watched about 8 movies before checking the time. Lily had passed out on my lap on the third. What a wimp.

When me and dan checked the time it was around 2 am so I had offered him to stay over, which he gladly accepted. We were currently sitting on my bed, eating Pringles, and just talking.

"Wanna play a game?" He asked.

"Yeah what game?" I questioned, shoving another barbecue Pringle in my mouth. The god of all Pringles.

"21 questions" he smirked.

"Never mind, I don't wanna play a game" I giggled.

"Why are you scared?" He confidentially teased.

"Are you horny?" I teased childishly.

"That could be one of your questions if you play." He chuckled.

"Fine" I rolled my eyes.

"But I get to go first" I negotiated, holding a chip up.

"Deal" he grinned, taking the chip and eating it.

I began to get a strange feeling. Something felt off with dan, but I decided to ignore it.

"What's your middle name?" I asked.

"Boring try again" he rolled his eyes.

"Fine, how many girls have you slept with?" I asked.

"One, ok my turn" he paused to think.

He bit his lip, looking at me as if he was deep I thought. Something was definitely off with him, and this time I decided that I should do something.

"Dan maybe you should go to sleep." I suggested slowly getting up from my bed.

"Aww, but I didn't even get to ask you a question?" He pouted, a devilish glint in his eye.

"Yeah, but you look Really tired." I stated, beginning to make my way towards the door.

I was grabbed from behind and I felt his arms wrap around my waist. He put his lips on my neck and slowly whispered into it.

"Actually I'm kinda hungry" he silently spoke.

"Good idea, lets go look to see if I have something to eat in the kitchen." I said, hoping he would get off me.

Instead he spun me around, our faces inches apart. As he breathed I caught a whiff of a familiar smell.

Alcohol.

"(Y/N) I'm not hungry for food" he laughed.

"Dan please, you're drunk. Let go of me please" I whimpered, pushing on his chest.

At this point I was generally scared of his intentions, I know what alcohol can do to people. When my dad died my brother would come home drunk at punch holes in the walls.

"You know you've been teasing me all night and I really don't appreciate." He whispered, his lips tickling my ear.

"How so?" I asked, trying to keep him talking as I thought of a way to get out of this situation.

"Well first of all you walked out into those black lace knickers that clung ever-so deliciously to your body. I wanted to take you right then and there." He explained, licking his lips.

It hurt to see him like this. Why was he even drinking in the first place? To get as drunk as he was there has to be something wrong.

"I've been left with this hard-on all night." He added, pinning me against the wall.

"Dan please go to bed" I pleaded.

I heard the door open to see lily standing in the entrance, her eyes wide. Dan immediately let go of me and groaned in disappointment.

"W-what's going on? Am I i-interrupting something?" She stuttered.

"Lily we need to talk in the living room." I said sending her a look of fear, which she had recognized almost immediately.

"Okay, I'll return her soon dan" she lied as he sat on my bed, looking pissed off.

We both walked out of the room and shut the door behind us.

"What just happened?" She asked, confused.

"His breathe reaks of alcohol and he's acting really strange. I think he was g-gonna--" I began to explain but she cut me off, realizing that I was struggling.

The thing was I didn't know what he was gonna do and it scared the absolute shit out of me to think about. This wasn't the dan I knew.

"It's ok" she calmly spoke, wrapping her arms around me.

She looked as shocked as I was. Once she had let go I looked down at my hands to realize I was shaking. I felt like just breaking down and crying, dan was one of my best friends and I really don't want this to ruin our friendship.

-

Me and lily had talked over the whole situation for about an hour, eventually deciding against telling him it ever happened. We figured he was so smashed he wouldn't even remember anything in the morning. If I didn't want things to be awkward between us, this was for the best.

By the time me and lily were done speaking, dan was out cold on my bed; thankfully. Me and lily decided we should leave him and just share the guest room.

Was dan drunk when he arrived at my house?

What made him decide to drink so much?

Did he mean what he said?

These were the questions that kept me awake. Dan was honestly one of the nicest people I've ever met and it was really odd to see him like this. But that wasn't the oddest thing, the oddest thing was I liked it. I mean of course it was scary and I didn't want him to do anything, but it made my insides heat up when he talked about me in that kind of way.

Did I have feelings for him?-- no what am I saying. I'm absolutely delusional and I love dan as a friend and that's it. Nothing less. Nothing more.

I think?

Please don't hate me, I promise this all leads up to something.

Have a beautiful day my little crayons <3

~Breonna