White Crayon ||Danisnotonfire x Reader||

|| Chapter 19 ||

*Your POV*

"Hi welcome to Starbucks, may I help you?" I asked the young girl standing at the counter.

"Yeah can I get a vanilla frap with three pumps of Carmel and extra whipped cream. thanks." She snapped, checking a notification on her phone.

"What size?" I asked.

"Grande"

Would it kill this girl to say please for once in her petty life.

"And your name please?" I politely questioned.

"Samantha, can you please go faster, I mean it's your job, I have a date to go on" she hissed.

"Of course, because I totally love serving 12 year olds their expensive drinks so they can go on a date that's meaningless to their future." I snapped, sarcasm dripping from my voice.

"Excuse me I'm 13 for your information" she huffed.

"Okay why don't you take a break (Y/N)" Lily said, pushing me away from the counter.

"I'm so sorry, she's not really having the best day. I'll call someone else to the desk to get you your drink" Lily apologized, grabbing my arm and pulling me into the back.

"What the hell was that!?" I growled.

"What the hell was that? You were just screaming at a 13 year old girl." Lily explained.

I sighed, covering my face with my hands and sinking to the floor. I was soon joined by lily as she rubbed my back and held me close to her, us sitting in a dark supply closet on the ice cold floor.

"What's wrong baby?" She cooed.

"I miss Dan" I softly spoke.

As soon as we got home from the camping trip Dan and Phil had to pack their bags and fly to Orlando, Florida for Vidcon, leaving me behind for about two weeks as they met fans and hung out at parties and in hotel rooms with their friends.

"I thought he was coming home today?" She asked, confused.

"He is, but what if he realizes how much I suck and how much better all his other friends are." I explained.

"He would never leave you sweets, don't think like that." She reassured.

Sweets was lily's nickname for me, she had gave it to me one night when I was literally bouncing of the walls from a sugar high I got from eating so many sweets.

"C'mon works over anyways, why don't we go do something fun together yeah?" Lily offered.

"I guess" I sighed.

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"Oh my actual god I still can't get over the fact that you poured your drink all over him." I bursted of laughter as me and lily walked into my flat.

"Well what was I supposed to do? let him get away with grabbing your ass?" She protested, Her laughter as apparent as mine.

"No but you didn't have to waste a $3 drink on him, totally not worth it" I smiled, grabbing the remote and turning on the tv.

Lily dropped her shopping bags onto the floor and sank into the couch as I made my way into the kitchen.

"What do you want to eat?" I asked.

"Pizza rolls please" she requested.

"You got it" I accepted, preheating the toaster oven and popping them in. I quickly set a timer and made my way over to Lily as she flicked through channels, landing on American horror story.

"God dammit Evan Peters makes me so wet" she groaned.

"You seem frustrated by this?" I giggled, plopping onto the couch next to her.

"Because I want him inside me and I can't have that" she explained, acting as if it was obvious.

"I know the feeling" I mumbled.

"Oh my god you totally wanna bang dan" she mused, sitting up straight and looking at me.

"What!?--no!-- I don't know what your talking about.." I blushed.

"You totally do" she poked fun.

"Stop before I leave" I warned.

"This is your house" she laughed.

Just then the timer dinged and I darted to the kitchen to grab the pizza rolls, thanking god for an excuse to get of that couch.

I grabbed an oven mitt and slid them out, dumping them onto a plate and pouring Lily and I two glasses of wine.

Pizza rolls and wine. Classiest people you'll ever meet right here.

"Oh my gosh you put them on the hello kitty plate" she beamed.

"Of course, that's the only plate they could ever go on" I joked, setting the plate and glasses on the coffee table.

Lily began flipping channels again, this time landing on the news. The picture showed a plane in flames, as it had somehow crashed.

My attention immediately shot to the tv as I listened to what the women said.

"Flight 17 had taken off today on a trip from Orlando Florida to London, unfortunately something had went wrong and the plane had crashed. All passengers but two died, the two young boys now in critical condition. Investigators are still trying to figure out exactly what went wrong. Back to you Kathy."

My stomach had immediately dropped, and I lost all feeling in my body. I felt as if I was gonna be sick. Lily must have picked up on the situation, as her eyes immediately widened, us sitting there in shock.

At 6:30 pm Dan and Phil had booked a flight of the number 17. The flight that had crashed was Dan and Phil's.

I reached my hand to my face to wipe the tears I didn't realize were flowing. Me and lily sat there, hugging, as I sobbed into her shoulder.

"Lily.." I croaked.

"Yes sweets?"she spoke softly, rubbing her hands through my hair.

"I miss dan"

Oops, please don't hate me. Short chapter I know, but I wanted to get something out for you guys.

Have a beautiful day my little crayons<3

~Breonna