I AM BACK!!
Fatter than ever ;))
No seriously though, I 'acted' healthy and normal all summer, in part due to spending every waking moment with my boyfriend, Max.
Well now I'm relapsing. I just want to be where I was so fucking bad.
Today, I was 110 pound (at 5'4.75). Fucking huge.
I'm going to be back where I was. I am going to be less then where I was.
I going to be 95 as soon as possible.
YOU ARE READING
Losing Alexa
Non-FictionEating disorder journal. Me, losing myself. My food intake, struggles, successes, breakdowns, and my story will be written here.