Losing Alexa

1/4/16

9:23 am
Right now I'm sitting in the gym. Weightlifting was my first block this morning. I got a pretty good workout in, and I burned 210 calories. I wore my heart rate monitor, so I know exactly how many I burnt. My back hurts like hell, though. I seriously hurt it while squatting. I hope it doesn't hurt on my run later.

This morning went really well. I woke up at 6, made coffee, turned on music and danced around. I'm feeling really good today!! My mom cut me an orange, but I had just brushed my teeth so my fast is going smoothly so far.

4:40 pm
My back fucking hurts. I messed it up bad. My squat form must be awful woops.
Anyways, I haven't eaten anything and I really don't want to. My body knows I'm disgusting and isn't even hungry, right now.
So, I didn't go for a run because of my back. That makes me feel awful because I'm scared I won't be ready for track season, so I'll run 6 miles tomorrow to make up for it even though I have a huge project due wednesday for AP psych.

We've only been back at school for 1 day and I'm so stressed. My class load is crazy.
I'm taking 5 AP classes, 2 honors, and weightlifting. (We have 4 classes a day for an hour and a half each, and we have the other 4 the next day)

AP classes are college credit classes, if you didn't know. Mine are ap language, ap environmental science, ap psych, ap calculus, and ap us history.
My honors are physics and Spanish 2

So I'm basically dying, to say the least.

I'm going to workout and do some homework.