I'm missing the good times with you right now and honestly it doesnt take my breath away anymore, it doesn't cause me to choke on oxygen or make my bones rattle in this hollow body that harbors my soul. It's more of a dull ache in my chest and in my stomach and it's caught in my throat every time I try to swallow and I keep trying to wash us down with something strong but nothing I could ever drink could be stronger than your arms around me. Stop this marathon going on inside my brain, my thoughts are racing one another and I'm forcing myself to breathe as i down another handful of pills because it's all just chemicals anyways.
