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;harry

my eyes slowly adjust to the night sky, open above me. stars glistened in the sky, and i immediately thought of vik. he always loved astronomy.

my eyes flickered beside me, only to see an empty bed. i furrowed my brows in this hazy state of mind, checking the time, seeing it was 02:04. i immediately worried for the boy, seeing his phone and clothes from last night were gone.

i take deep breaths to calm my racing heart, before i fall silent at the sound of a twig snapping. i hold my breath involuntarily, my ears perked for any other sound.

i soon hear a deadly coughing, causing me to deflate. i quickly stand, dressing at top speed for unziping the tent. i slide on my sandals, walking over to the keeled over boy in the bushes.

my eyes adjust to the dark night as i finally reach the ginger, my hand spanning across back as he continues to empty his stomach into the forest. tears and sobs mix in with the sick, which makes tears well in my eyes.

he finishes for the moment, just crouched and crying.

"c'mere." my voice shakes, my hand grabbing under his shoulder to pull him up.

i immediately pull him into my arms, squeezing him tight against my body as he continues to cry into my shoulder. i feel hot tears slide slowly down my cheeks and onto his bare torso. he was shaking, probably from the sick and the cold, so i begin to shuffle backwards.

we reach the tent without managing to break the embrace, but it had to end at some point.

"get your pyjamas on." i whisper once we enter the tent, and he nods, wiping his cheeks, ridding them of the tears, but the tear stains remained.

he slowly pulled his uni sweater over his head, his boxers hanging off his bony hips loosely.

i cozy under the blankets in a similar sweater, watching as he takes his tablets to help with the pain. he then lays down next to me, but his back was flat and his eyes were pegged to the stars.

"i'm sorry you had to see that." his voice quivers, and i shake my head slightly.

"it's alright, you don't need to apologize my love." i whisper, and he chokes on a sob.

"no its not.. i'm dying right in front of your eyes a-and i don't want you to see me like that. i want you to see me happy and full of life." his voice cracks as tears slide down his cheeks.

"first, you are not dying. you are here and we are all dying, you are not dying any quicker. i won't allow that. and secondly, you aren't perfect, nor am i. you've seen my breaking point, and i've seen yours. its human nature." i respond, tears soon pooling in my eyes.

"i'm.. i'm just really afraid of losing you.. losing this, losing us." he croaks, sounded defeated.

"you will never ever lose me callum. we did something tonight that brought us even closer, there is no way in fuck i am ever leaving you. i don't care if you fucking leave me for dead, i will never leave you, callum." i cry, before i pull him into my chest.

i hold him close, because i don't want anything to happen to my world.

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this was a bit sad, but i'll be posting a happier one tomorrowwwww ilyasm -nicole xx