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"h-hold on." i exasperate, feeling my head go light and my heart pound against my chest.

harry goes to a stop one step ahead of me, his fingers still laced with mine. he had a small smile on his lips, his eyes full of happiness and a sliver of concern.

"you alright?" he murmurs, and i nod, swallowing heavily before letting my breathing return to normal.

"let's go." i nod forward, and he bites his lip.

"we could've just taken the-"

"no, harry. its okay. lets go." i smile weakly, and he sighs, before leaning down and pressing a light kiss to my lips, my stomach twisting with excitement.

"you're amazing cal." he giggles, before we continue up the stairs.

as we went along, i realized the owner had put little notes to see how much further we had to go. the next one ahead read:

"only ten more steps til the top!"

"look babe." harry taps the sheet of paper, and i slowly let out a breath of relief.

"thank god." i chuckle, causing harry to shake his head, a slight pout fading onto his lips.

"i knew we-"

"its okay, i was just joking." i lie with a small chuckle.

we continue up the steps, each step making my heart pound even quicker. he was not good for my health.

"its right here!" he cheers, taking one final step to the levelled out floor.

"wow." he exasperates, his hand leaving mine as he rushes to the glass, his hand pressed to the window as he looks at the busy city below.

"this is just.." he trails off, his eyes peering all over.

the lights made the city alive, cars faintly honking in the distance.

i smiled, walking towards the boy and wrapping my hands around his waist, my chin resting on his shoulder. i slowly raised my hand and linked it with his.

"its beautiful. just like you." i murmur huskily into his ear, my heart beat slowly returning back to normal.

he turns around, his out hands still intertwined, my arms still around his waist, but his back was pressed to the glass, our bodies centimetres apart.

"harry.." i begin, before pressing a small kiss to his nose.

"..i want you to listen to me.." i press a kiss to his forehead.

"..i'm really in love with you.." another kiss to his cheek.

"..i'm in love with your illnesses, your flaws, your giggle, your eyes, your body, your smile, your personality, just everything.." a chaste kiss to his ear.

"..i want to spend every waking moment with you. i want to see the world with you. i want to live my life with you.." a long, slow kiss to his sweet spot, right beneath his jaw bone.

"..and i hope you feel the same.." a kiss to the opposite side.

"..i want you to be mine, i want it to be written in paper, i want to write it in the stars.." a kiss to his collarbone.

"..i want to have kids with you, i want to grow old with you.." i slip my hand to the spot he hates the most- his love handles.

"..i want to marry you.." i whisper.

"harry lewis," i sink to my knee, and with shaky hands, pull out the slim silver ring with 'h + c' carved into the bottom, along with a small mountain range, "will you marry me?"

seconds pass, my eyes glued to his. they slowly start to fill with tears, until he lets out a sob.

"y-yes. yes. oh my-" i slip the ring onto his left hand, before standing quickly and pressing my lips to his.

his tears slowly slid down his cheeks, mixing into the slow, passionate kiss we shared.

"i love you so much." he chokes out, breaking away from the kiss and hugging me tight.

i squeezed his body close to mine, holding him as if he was my world.

i could drop him, i couldn't let him go. he would break and drift away. and i couldnt't have that.

"i love you more." i whisper back, before pressing a final kiss to his lips.

i was going to marry the love of my life.

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i'm back!! thanks for all the support with everything, i feel alright now :)

i'm gonna say the same thing as i did in asylum, i dont have an update schedule from now on as i cant stay committed. saying this, i may update 2 chapters, or i may update 6, it depends on the week.

i love you all, and thanks again. i appreciate all of you.

-nicole xx