trying hard | min yoongi

discountinuing

i would like to start saying how i am deeply apologetic. i have neglected wattpad recently and not updated for a long time. during this time, i had many projects, test, a lot with the increasing amounts of school work. also, i had no ideas where the book was going. throughout the times i have rewritten( four to be exact) i always thought that if i rewrote , i would get the hang of writing this story and the plot would somehow flow along the lines to create the story. but the plot i had was difficult to convey a message and the huge amount of loopholes and then came the authors block . i somehow had a fun time writing my other books but this was harder to accomplish such things and i did not enjoy it as much. i had this book made and read through for the past three years , fixing and fixing but the story lost its value and purpose. soon i found myself obliged to update weekly but i was rather reluctant. when the exams came i had an excuse but the break right after was just me relaxing. i had no thought in mind to update. i realised that i have been keeping my readers impatiently waiting for a long time. despite how i never updated, everyone still read and even added this book to their reading list. i was rather guilty and realised if i went on like this, i would never feel the joy in writing the book. i decided to set my mind to writing what i wanted but the thought of seeing disappointed faces and anxious readers kept waiting ; scared me. i didn't really understand this was just a hobby and was concerned over the smallest of matters. i was constantly wondering how i could do better but it just got worse. i really hope you can understand that i will discontinue this book. i will leave the current chapters in , not adding the old forty chapters. ive saved but still don't really feel its worthy of your time. i will update less often if you read my other books, i will do more detailed checks to the errors and hope you all will understand. i am extremely sorry for the disappointment and how i disappeared and appeared but come with bad news.

from your author ,

j.