RHYMES and MEANINGS

JUST SHUT UP AND BE MINE

JUST SHUT UP AND BE MINE

© skullangellee02

Blissful serenity and perfect normality

Was the life I came to experience,

Only to be devastated by an absurdity—

A bleak truth that made its essence.

A simple life, a normal lady;

That was who I am until you came.

One fateful night, that tragedy,

Without precautions, my life was never the same.

Like a fallen angel, you came to rescue,

Saving me from death, killing me at the same time;

Confusing me with your actions, leaving clue,

Stretching my mind out of the line.

I know my name and it’s so insane

That you know me more than what I am.

Bullets haunt me as if my life’s a game;

And I was left hanging, asking who I really am.

I realized my life’s vacuous; my life’s in vain;

I am blind; don’t know where I’m heading.

I’m so fragile; so afraid of the pain;

But in your hands, I trust where I’m leading.

Who are you? Are you real?

Your mission’s to keep my life in array,

But why does my heart make me feel

These tingling sensations I know I couldn’t say?

Who are you? To me you’re a stranger.

I asked you but you told me to shut up.

You’re full of anger but keep me out of danger.

All the irony, will I ever figure them out?

All the tranquility I used to have

Were mere ashes on the ground;

All of me that I used to love

Were all fraud only now that I found.

All those congruent lines I used to know,

Those parallel paths we used to take

Are slowly becoming vanishing remnants now,

Leaving only drowning dreams in that lake.

The fragments of my abstruse past

Lead to a door of a future so obscure;

Will you uncover mystery with me up to the last,

Or will you leave me alone—so unsure?

You messed with my life without precautions,

Will you also leave without a sign?

Will you be a prince in those forgotten fictions,

Or will you just shut up, stay, and be mine?

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 After a long period of not making poems, this is the first time I've successfully made one again. And this is the first time I've made a sort of fan-poem. And that is because of the inspiration the story 'JUST SHUT UP' gave me. It really moved me. It makes me thrilled and excited.

I really hope I poured out all the emotions needed. I know the poem seems to be not coherent at some parts, and you might find that confusing. However, I think that if you've read JSU, you'll be able to decode what the poem's sayin'. (And that's why I loved and hate poems at the same time: it's really hard to comprehend, but it's also fun digging up the text to interpret the meaning. But not my poem though. I'm such a literal writer. XD)

Anyways, enjoy... :) I hope BBL would like this <3