Things I Wished You Knew

#17

I wish you knew how much it hurt when you looked at me

With a stone cold face

How it pained me that you thought it was my fault

Mine

Thinking that she couldn't do wrong

That she could never,

That there had to be another reason

And I guess she painted a bullseye on my back

It wasn't fair

It isn't fair

Sure you apologized but words hurt

Did you even think about what went on in my mind at night?

About how those words affected me?

How the killed me inside?

No, you didn't

You only thought of her

Its always her

I know you didn't love me

But why would you chose her over me?

Your best friend?

The one who was there for you since day one?

The one who helped you up

Even when I had enough weight on my shoulders?

The one you knew for years

Yet you chose someone you only met a few months ago

Even when in love,

No one should forget about the others before your lover came

But you did

Hell you did everything you weren't supposed to

But its too late now

Its too late