I wish you knew how much I wanted to be with youThe day you asked me why,
Why would I be with him?
If I even loved him?
If we could've had a chance
I wanted to kiss you then and now
To tell you everything
But I didn't
Why?
Because you finally chose to see me,
When I was finally with someone else,
When I finally started to smile again,
When I was slowly moving on from you.
But in that day,
You managed to get me to fall in love with you,
To stay in love with you
But I couldn't do that to him
I couldn't do that to myself
You weren't there at my worse.
What made you think that you'd be there at my best?
Was your heart so torn by her,
That you decided to torture me,
When you found out why she hated me?
Why she didn't really love you?
Were you angry at me for that?
Was that why you chose to ignore me all those weeks?
When all I did was try to help,
To be there for you?
And when you finally saw me,
With him,
Were you angry?
Was that why you yelled at me?
Made me cry?
Made me run out of there?
Because you felt that I should have been there for you?
Because you felt that I needed to apologize?
I wish you knew I did try.
That I came over to your house for the first few weeks
Only to be met with silence whenever I knocked on the door.
If only it was you that followed after me
But it wasn't
It was him
And in that moment,
I thought,
Maybe I can love again and not get hurt
Maybe this was my second chance
That it was too late for you
It was too late.
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Things I Wished You Knew
Historia CortaRight person, wrong time. Wrong person, right time. These are the things I wished you knew. Before I met him. From when it was just us. But its too late now. Its too late.