The Runaway

"NOO" i screamed at the top of my lungs "you cant do that ! let me go you monster!" i shouted kicking and screeming trying to break free from the chains that held me to the cold hard wall 

"Shut up!" he spat 

laying there on the floor was my mum bloody and bruesed infront of me in full view to watch as he tortued her.

who is he? My so called dad of course 

" your pathetic! burn in hell !" i spat back 

"guess ill meet you there then" he chuckeled 

ouch that hurt ! 

"why i havnt done anything wrong you just sick in the head" i said my voice rising 

we were happy... the perfect life ... loving cupple... then you were born, this is your falt skylar...your falt" he said looking me straght in the,

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i woke up screaming with a cold swet, shaking and i try to calm my breathing 'it was just a dream' i tell myself over and over but his words repeated in my head "its your fault skylar...its all your falt" those words replying in my head over and over 

as i calm myself i cant help but wonder how i changed there life for the worst happy cupples have kids right to make a perfect family ?and i havent been any trubble i have always known my dad to be drunk so i have driven him to do it some how but how ? 

as i got into the shower i let the water wash away the swet and the memorie of the dream the night befor but it didnt work well the swet yes but the dream no then i remembered the fight with my mum was the dream because of that ? my mind playing tricks on me after say i might run away? 

'no ' i tell myself 'it was just a dream' i try to forget about it as i get out of the shower to get ready for school i put my uniform over my acheing body and dried my hair putting it in a high ponytail and i make my waydownstairs and find my mum sitting at the table with a cup of coffe 

"mornig" i say walking into the kitchen to get some breakfast 

but there was no reply i turned around to find my mum just staring at the photo on the wall of her and day just befor i was born anot a year befor i think. she sat there like i didnt exist like i was a bit of dust floating threw the air. 

i ate my breakfast and paked my bag when there was a knock on the door i grabed my school bag and headed for the door to ansewer it 

"hello sky" came the happy voice from the door way 

it was jay standing there with a smile on his face and them gorges eyes fixed on mine 

"oh.. hello" i replied "why are you over hear you live back there" i said slightly confused 

"i just wanted to walk you to school it seems a lony way to school" he said as we started walking 

"oh thank you i guess but it must have beeen lonly for you to walk hear by yourself?" i say 

"i dont mind really i just wanted to walk with you" he said turning to look at me 

i blushed as we walked ahead we just talk like normal on the way there and there wasnt any awkward silences but i still didnt get the fact that he is just suddenly started to act nice and talk to me. is he just messing with me? a dare maybe? i dont know but as we got to school there was hugs and skweeks from lucy as i looked around to find her she was no were to be seen then my phone went of as i got a text 

it read"sorry sky, not coming to school today im sick:( see you soon, love ya"  

i sighed as i put it back todays goimg to be a lonlyday i guess jay has gone to fisrst lesson but not befor giving me a hug whats with him lately normally he wouldnt give me a second look as im just that girl who goes with the crowed doesnt stand out or have loads of friends or have a special talent that amazes everyone so why now why him? 

the quwstions seemed endless but the dream kept comeing to my mind how my mum was acting this morning was it my fault for shouting at her last night ? had dad do someting? so many questions about everything in my head and none were answered and my mind was everywher i didnt even notice the techer call my name in the register 

"skylar"...."skylar" sir said getting annoyed but it wasnt untill the boy next to me elbowed me slightly is when i s when i answered 

"sorry....yes sir" was all i said and he carried on with the register 

the rest of the day nothing happent really just the usual when lucy isnt hear is to sit in the libary at luch and break or wonder round and get the ocainal 'hi' but my mind was on another planet 

if they were so happy why did they keep me if this is my fault they would of, its just my mind playing tricks on me dad never said it was my fauld but i will finnd out i need to know. 

i walked home on my owen today as jay had football practice he asked me if i wanted to watch but i said i had to get home so i made my way home determined to ask them what i have done if my dream was right 

i got home and walked into the front room to find my dad staring out of the window with a bottle of wine in his hand 

i opend my mouth to speak but was cut off befor a word left my lips 

"yes skylay...its your falt" he spoke in a calm voice 

"how..how did you know i was going to ask that?" i was shoked hurt everything felt like i had been smaked with a brick in the gut 

"you talk in your sleep...it your falt" he was emotionless 

hurt sadness guilt took over my body as i stood there taking it in 

its my fault............

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