Little things

happiness along with some pain

1 year later

      The boys and i currently have some time off and tomorrow is Nialls birthday and so i have a great birthday plan for him! i am living with Niall and i am so happy to wake up to him every morning, we have been together for over a year now and my heart pounds whenever he smiles im almost 18 now and niall is going to be 21 tomorrow. its crazy how time flies. Well anyways i woke up and started to make breakfast when i feel the familiar arms wrap around my waist and i cant help but smile when i turn around and kiss him. i turn back around and say, "good morning Nialler!'' he replies, "good morning beautiful!"  i keep cooking breakfast as he gets two cups and plates out. he sets them on the table and goes to grab forks, but then he stops and smirks at me. i give him aweird look and i say, "babe? what are you doing?'' he pulls out a spoon and says," Liam and the boys will be here in 20 minutes." i look at him wide eyed and i say," you are not going to chase Liam with a spoon!" he smirks and says, "try and stop me babe." i reply, "you know i cant stop you!" he smirks and says," And thats why im going to do it." i roll my eyes and say," get the forks out spoon boy."

 30 mins later

      i just got done cleaning the kitchen when the 4 boys that are my brothers come barging in and scaring me because i was playing loud music and the saw me dancing for the first time and the reaction i get is them laughing at me. Great. to make it worse Louis recorded me and put it on youtube, even better! Niall comes in and hugs all the boys but lingers with Liam and says," Liam i have a surprise for you."  Liam smiles so innocently at Niall and thats when he pulls out a spoon. I felt so bad for Liam, so i sat on the couch and pouted til Niall saw me and he said, " whats wrong princess?" i look at him and say," Your so mean to Liam!" you know how he gets with spoons around him! you go apologize to him and this goes for the rest of you, no more picking on Liam for his spoon phobia or i swear to god there will be consequences." Niall, Zayn, Harry, and Louis looked at me and said, "yes mama direction." Niall went to apologize and i gathered the three up and whispered," Zayn i need you and Liam to stay here while Me, Louis and Harry buy everything for Nialls party okay?" Zayn nodded and i yelled," Niall! ill be back in a while going to go shopping with Louis and Harry!" i hear Niall run and say," okay princess have fun drive safe I love you!" i smile and say,"love you too snowflake."

The next day

    Today is Nialls birthday and the boys are going to take him out shopping and to a movie so me, Eleanor, and Perrie can decorate and get everything ready. i go and get the bags out of my trunk and i get the stuff to make home made pizzas and cake out and i look at Perrie and Eleanor and say,"Girls, lets get started!" Perrie smiles at me and says, " i have the alcohol in my car for tonight." i smiled and said,"thank you for getting it for tonight, im not 18 yet so i cant." she smiled and replied,"anytime girl, now lets get this ready!"

    4 hours later

  Finally everythings set up, people are arriving for his surprise party, and now were just waiting for him and the boys!They come in and we all yell,"Surprise! Happy birthday Niall!" he was shocked, he ran up kissed ma and said,"you are amazing you know that? i love you!" i smiled and said,"anything for my prince! i love you too!" everything is turning out as planned and me and Liam are staying sober to look after the others and i cant really drink since i had surgery on my kidneys.

2 hours later

Im searching everywhere for Niall and i cant find him, but thats when i see it. He is highly drunk and making out with a random girl. i feel the pain in my chest and im now highly pissed. I go up to him and pull them apart and say," NIALL WHAT THE HELL!" he smirks at me and says," what do you want whore?" i glare at him and say," im your girlfriend! why would you cheat on me?" he looks at me up and down and says," why would i date a ugly slut like you?" i looked at him and said, "you know what im done!" i slapped him with tears running down my cheeks and thats when Liam comes and grabs me. he looks at me and says," pack a bag your gunna come stay with me for a while."

the next morning

  Nialls P.O.V.

I wake up with a massive headache and my love isnt by my side. I text her but she wont text me back and i called her but she ignored me, thats when i get a video from Liam, the caption is, "Shes done mate, you screwed up bad." i watched the video and i couldnt believe what i said to her. all i know is i lost my love...

 Liams P.O.V.

I sent the video i took of what happened between Niall and Shawna to Niall and this is tearing her apart. I sent Harry over to Nialls to make sure Hes okay.although who am i kidding? hes not gonna be okay, he lost his one and only love over a drunken mistake... 

 2 hours later

 She wont come out of her room. She wont eat and she keeps listening to her and Nialls song which is Your Guardian Angel by Red Jumpsuit Apparatus. Until i hear a Blood curtiling scream come from Shawna, so i ran to her room and i see her holding her left hand with blood pouring out of it and a hole in the wall. I need to call an ambulance and Harry....

 Harrys P.O.V.

Niall wont leave his room, he wont eat and he keeps listening to him and Shawnas song. im sitting on his couch and thats when i hear a blood curtiling scream come from Niall in his room, i shot up and ran to his room and i see him holding his right hand that was bleeding really bad and a hole in the wall. I need to call an ambulance and Liam....

~Shawnabug