I was heading back to school, I kind of had a thing with Beau in Australia but we both decided i would be better if we kept it as a summer love. I was boarding the plane with no Jai. I was crying because this was the last time, I would see Jai; he decided to stay at home because his words were 'I don't see the point of going back no more and Your only there for 4 more months' I didn't want him to leave me by myself he was my best friend and I loved him. I pulled my dress down and boarded the plane. Now I'm heading straight to the worst four months of my life.
I got out of the taxi and headed towards the gates. I put all my stuff in my bedroom, it looked like everyone was here already. I was annoyed at Ariana for doing what she did and making Jai not come back but it was his choice. I went to the yard and headed to our usual table. I saw them all, Ariana,Demi,Justin and Austin. "Hey May" Justin shouted, I was still kind of peed of with him as well. "Hey" was all I said. "why aren't you with Niall, Demi?" I asked after a awkward 30 seconds. "Oh um well we kind of don't speak no more he has a thing with the new girl, Ellie Goulding" She said looking at the floor, I was sad for her. "There's new girls?" I asked and then Ariana answered I didn't even look at her "Yes, Ellie and Cara Delevingne" I looked around and then Austin spoke "I'm so sorry May" What? what was he talking about? Then I saw, Harry was kissing the new girl.
I felt like my heart was shattered into a million pieces and someone just threw it on the floor. Harry looked up at me and I shook my head. I walked over to 'The Wanted' to see Max "Hey Guys" I said sitting on their table. "Hey May" They all screamed coming over and hugging me. "Calm down guys, I'm staying for 4 more months" They all cheered. See this is why I love this group they were loving and never screwed around. Max could tell I was upset, he grabbed my hand and walked me away a bit. "May what's wrong?" he asked moving my hair out of my face. I just started to cry like a baby and Max hugged me, Harry was watching. We decided to go in and have some dinner.
It was like old times except Harry was with someone else. I looked up to see Harry kissing her. I was screaming in my head. I want to go home, but I don't like it there. I want to live with Jai. "What's wrong May" Nathan asked "I want to go home" I mummered knowing he couldn't hear me. "Pardon" Nathan asked again and that's when I completely lost it "I WANT TO GO HOME" I shouted and ran out of the canteen crying. Everyone must of been thinking what a baby I was. I ran to my bedroom and locked the door, suddenly I heard a knock It must of been one of the girls so I opened the door. Harry.
I let him in as I sat on my bed. "Harry, what are you doing here?" I asked quietly looking at the floor. "I'm sorry May-" he started until I cut him off "I don't want to here it Harry, Your in love with her, I get it" I said looking up at him as he looked at the floor. I could tell he loved her and wanted to be with her, "May..." He started again "Please leave" I started to cry again. He stood up and said "I'm so sorry May, it wasn't suppose to end like this" He said exiting my room.
I've had enough, I'm leaving, I phoned Jai
"Jai -"
"May, what's wrong?" He asked concernly
"I don't know what to do, I don't want to stay here everything's wrong but I can't go home" I bursted crying again.
"Are you sure you wanna leave" He said
"Yes, I don't think I can cope" I said
There was a long pause he was gone for a good 2 minutes.
"You can live with us" He said
"Jai I couldn't I would be intruding" I said shocked by his offer
"No, May I want you too, I'd rather you be in my house safe than somewhere that you don't feel comfortable with"
"Ok, Love you Jai"
"Love you too" he said as he hung up.
I packed my bags then wrote a letter to Harry -
Our time was fun together, I'm sorry that I left you with no notice and didn't answer any of your calls, I saw you with that girl and it broke my heart in two, I moved to Australia and hooked up with a boy until I realized my heart belonged with you. Then I saw you moved on, as well as I and you want to be with her with me standing to the side. You probably won't see me again and with that you'll probably be glad. I'm sorry for all the mess I've caused but that's what I do and I'm not moving back home so I know you won't see me ever again!
I see your happy with your new girlfriend and I can tell that you love her,so I won't bover you again but this is just a note to tell you that I LOVE YOU.
I'm going to Australia, I'm never going to see Harry again
