It's been about a week since that miss happen with Harry, I got to know Ashton quite well, He's an amazing guy. Today he's taking me to meet his friends; yesterday he met the 5 crazy guys I live with so it would only be fair if he showed me his crazy 3. Yesterday was fun, we were still in LA, were here for another week, Ashton knows that. I thought it would of been awkward yesterday with Ashton there but it wasn't Beau liked him, We decided to have a water fight, it wasn't fair because there was 7 of us. I was the only girl, we all got changed into our swimming costumes, which made it even more awkward.
We had to be split up and Luke said that the team with four had to have me on it because I was a girl, they obviously didn't know me at all. I was on a team with Jai,Ashton and Luke. We built two walls out of our decking chairs. We had a bucket of water balloons each and one water gun. Our team won obviously, I did have a whopper mark on my leg after James threw one and It bounced on my leg and smashed. He said sorry, but I just chucked another water balloon on his head. Ashton was picking me up at 11 am. I got changed, there was a knock on my door.
"Hey Ash" I said as I opened the door "Bye Guys, I'll be home at tea time, I'll pick up a Chinese" I shouted shutting the door behind me. "What we doing today?" I asked him as he closed the car door for me. He started the car and we drove off to his house "Well were going bowling with my friends" he said as we got to his house "How many of us?" I asked "14, if you include us" He said as we walked into his house, it was big enough for about 10 people to live here. There were 3 boys in the living room "Guy's I would like you to meet May" He said as they all hugged me "I'm Luke", "I'm callum", "And I'm Michael" they all said. "Are we ready to go, they others are meeting us there" Ashton said as we took a bigger car so all of fitted in.I wonder who else was coming, I only ever heard of the others. We arrived at the bowling ally when I saw someone I thought I'd never see again. Harry, but not only Harry, There was; Niall,Louis,zayn,Liam,Perrie,Cara,Sophia and Eleanor. They all brought there girlfriends, I wonder if Harry new I was coming, They all turned around when Callum shouted to them. With that expression on all of their faces they didn't know and obviously didn't want me there. And how does Ashton know them. We finally reached up to them as I was looking at the floor holding Ash's hand. I felt really uncomfortable and didn't want to be here.
I just wanted to go home and tell Jai. "Hey guys I would like you to meet May" Ashton said and they all just stared at me until Eleanor said "Hey May" Eleanor was alright she was nice to me but we haven't spoke since me leaving and I only just got to know Sophia she came the day I left, Eleanor or Sophia didn't go to our school they just appeared sometimes. I finally had the courage to look up at Harry and he was staring at me, his eyes glistened, I squeezed Ashtons' hand and he got the memo, "Let's go guys" He said as we walked into the bowling ally. We had to be in teams of 7, so There was Ashton, I, Callum,Luke,Michael,Louis and Eleanor.
Team 1: Team 2:
1) Eleanor 1)Sophia
2) Louis 2) Niall
3) Callum 3) Liam
4) Luke 4)Perrie
5) Michael 5)Zayn
6) Ashton 6)Harry
7) Me 7)Cara
We were against someone and unfortunately I was against Cara and Ashton was Against Harry. Luckily I was good at bowling but I wasn't up for it. All the girls looked stunning. Then there was me, I looked like a child compared to them. Cara's a model for god sake. I wasn't anything compared to her, I had to be better than her at something, and that something was bowling.
She was rubbish, to be honest half and hour through and I was happy. I scored and got a strike, I ran up to Ashton and he hugged me with my legs around his waist. We laughed because we fell over, Ashton was now on top of me, we kissed and it felt like we were the only two there until someone shouted "Pile on" I was then crushed by a pile of boys "Sorry about this" Ashton whispered into my ear. "It's ok, I'm just slowly dying" I said "No, not about this but I am sorry about this but about you and Harry, Louis told me when you went to the bathroom about your past with him" my whole world came crashing down "It doesn't matter no more we have both moved on" I whispered kissing him on his cheek as we stood up because the boys had finally got off us. "Can we go and get food now" Niall moaned "Sure there's a Nando's round the corner" Liam said.
I could tell Harry was glaring at me but I kind of like Ashton so it really didn't bother me. Harry has Cara, the girl he loves, we should leave it as that. After nando's we decided to go shopping, none of them knowing i'm a secret millionaire the only person that knows is my mother. We all went into 'Victoria's Secret'. I felt really uncomfortable because the other girl had slim figures and all I had was big boobs and toned thighs. Ashton could tell that something was wrong "Are you ok,Babe?" he asked "I um, look at me compared to them" I said trying to see if he could get the hint "Your beautiful" He said making me blush "No look babe, I'm bigger than then, they're all skinny, they have a thigh gap and I don't I'm-" I was interrupted mid speech about how I hated myself and then Ashton said "May you are beautiful no matter what size you are, and your not fat they're just underweight, Cara looks like that because she's a model but trust me most men would prefer you any day" he said kissing my nose making it scrunch. Yes most men except Harry.
I didn't buy anything because I already went there a couple of weeks ago with Jai but I did by myself a new going out outfit for when i'm back in Australia. I was going to miss Ashton but he did live in Sydney so I could always visit. I haven't spoke to Harry until They all left and Harry was waiting for me. "Your with Ashton" He said, really was that all he could say "I left you that note for a reason" I said walking past him "You said you loved me" I turned around "Yes Harry I did and You obviously didn't feel the same way, otherwise you would of found me. Now don't make this any harder than it is, You love Cara and I like Ashton, Your really lucky to have Cara, she's beautiful and i'm sure she's a brilliant girlfriend but it kills me to see you two together so Harry just do me a favor and don't speak to me again" I turned around feeling someones hand on my shoulders "One last question, and then i'll leave you alone" he said looking down at me, I nodded "Do you still love me?" This question was easy but I didn't know whether I should lie or tell the truth. This question went round and around in my head for months "Yes" I said quietly and then running out of the shop.
I texted Ashton saying I was walking home because I didn't feel well. What am I doing? Why am I running away from my feelings and fears. I heard someone honk their horn. I was so grateful, It was Jai. I jumped into our car. "How did you know where I was?" I asked "Ashton told me you ran off without saying good bye so I went out to find you, so what's wrong Boo?" He asked looking at me and all I said was "Harry's Back".
